Knights of the Round...table...
Could've sworn I applied here before but apparently not. There's a lot of communities on my flist I haven't applied to yet. Slacker is me.
Basics
Name/Alias: My given name is Emily, but most people call me Yotan, Dezra, Merry, Kappa, Emi, Ragdoll, Jack, Hey You, or Sexy. I usually only respond to the first seven. And the last one...if they're good looking.
Age: I just turned 20 score for me.
Gender: >.> I was born female, most my friends (and girlfriend) tell me I should've been born male.
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: No preference, I am what I am and that's all that I am, gender be damned.
Where you heard about this community: keybladerating unsurprisingly, they've got a large collection of rating affiliates. XD
About You
Favorite Color: Crimson, Jade, Navy, Dark Purple...I like dark colors as they're good on me. Actually, any color is good on me. ;)
Favorite Food: Cucumbers, oh my god I love cucumbers. And cheddar cheese, the sharper the better. I can't resist lemon-baked rainbow trout either.
Favorite Song (and why): I dunno, I don't really have a favorite song...anything upbeat and catchy that I can dance to. Like most techno and trance stuff. I listen to a lot of Japanese stuff too. And Celtic, or medieval. Anything danceable.
Strengths: I'm smart and very capable of handling myself...ummm...I'm very persuasive. I'm charismatic, loyal (if the cause is right), smart, I've got good deductive skills, I've got a great sense of humor, I'm laid back, not too much can upset me, protective, sarcasm, I can be a hard worker (Keyword here is *can*), stubborn (this can be both good *and* bad though...), I don't give up easily, I'm usually always optimistic, I can protect myself, quick-witted, street-smart, I always appear at just the right moment. I'm an honest liar. (Figure that one out. XD), extremely friendly. Courteous/civil to the mass majority (even those I don't like. Unless...I really, really don't like you...or you've pissed me off recently.). Also, I guess I could count being flirtatious as a strength, right?
Weaknesses: If I'm brutally honest with myself, I'd have to say that I'm a major procrastinator and I'll only work if I absolutely have to...or I enjoy the work. (Like right now...I'm supposed to be writing an Essay for English! XD) Yeah yeah I'm a lazy one I am. I'm also argumentative, stubborn, sometimes obnoxious without meaning to be, sometimes I'm too apathetic towards things, I can be too look/fashion oriented and come off as arrogant/vain, sometimes I miss the big picture if I'm too focused on something, messy (I'm definitely getting better), drinker, smoker, I tend to cuss too much, I tend to blame myself for things that aren't my fault and won't let them go, and if I am upset/depressed I tend to bottle it all up inside and ignore it until it explodes. I can be a bit too naive. I've got quite the temper and this causes me to get into heated arguments with friends, sometimes they're playful, sometimes they aren't. I have my bouts of depression. I can be selfish. At the same time that I'm apathetic as hell, I'm go-get-em enthusiastic. o_O I'm an enigma!
What you love: Hmmm, my girlfriend for one. I love picking on my friends, arguing and fighting, hanging out with my friends is a good thing too. I love cats, all sorts domesticated, and undomesticated. I like to flirt, but most the time I don't even realize I'm doing it. I like to dance, sing and act. I love to write and create worlds and solve mysteries. I like to collect sunglasses, and watches, I like having fun and gambling. Even more so I like to win, even if I have to cheat. I like drinking and smoking a bit too much than is good for me, and I also like a few more adult activities.
What you hate: I dislike a lot of people in a lot of fandoms and in general for their blatant stupidity. I dislike people who try to play the victim when they're not. People who hurt others (Especially men who hurt women, and people who hurt children). Liars, not people who tell the everyday white lie, but people who make stuff up about themselves and/or others in order to garner attention. Superficial people, attention-whores, Cowards (People who do something that hurts/offends/affects someone else and then won't own up to what they did.), people who seem to think they're always right, especially when they aren't and they won't give it up, two-faced people (People who apologize and play nice to your face but spread lies and crap about you behind your back.), people who shove their sins on someone else, going to work early/getting up early in the morning, hummers (Worst invention ever.), authority, self-righteous dicks, arrogant pricks, people who think they're better than someone/everyone else (Particularly when they aren't.), people who don't do anything but follow others, emo-children, betrayal, people who are into something simply because they think it's Japanese/French/Chinese...whatever. (Like people who are into Cosplay simply because they think it's the cool Japanese thing to do. When in reality...it's a transplanted American hobby that got imported back to the US.) Also, I totally hate to be ordered around multiple times. If I heard you the first time, I'm going to do it, just because I don't jump right on it doesn't mean I'm not. I dislike being ordered around in general though...
Hobbies & Interests: I like to write, fight and argue a lot. Playing on the computer, video games, and watching anime/movies is a hobby too. I cosplay in my spare time so sewing is another hobby, and prop making. Sometimes I like going to clubs just to let off a little steam, but those are getting fewer and farther between. I also sing, loudly, in the car or whenever I feel like singing. XD And I play with wire/chain. Collecting badge reels (It goes along with the playing with wire thing), watches, sunglasses, and badges from cons. I like to act and I do so at Fright Fest every year. Taking care of my plants, and making floral arrangements/corsages/boutonnieres. I'm mischievous...so I like to play jokes on others, not like pranks but just...jokes. Pranks are physical comedy, jokes are mental ones. ^_^
Your dream: One day I'd like to be a florist and own my own flowershop, though I'm not as girly as you'd think. It's just that it's an easy job that I'm good at. I'd really like to continue work with Fright Fest as I love to act and things. I'd love to be a published author. Most of all I'd like to still be doing all the clubbing, flirting and everything I do now. And I'd love to own my own place with my girl. She's everything to me.
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: I'm a definite optimist.
Mature or Immature: XD What a magical question. I think I'm mature to an extent and then immaturity reigns. I get done what I need to get done, but only barely in time because I want to have fun more than work.
Summer or Winter: I like summer time. It's warm, I can swim and party and it reminds me of when schools out.
Morning or Night: Nighttime. @_@ I'm never up in the mornings.
Outgoing or Shy: XD Re-read my survey and ask me that again. I'm totally out-going. Most of the time, I used to be shy so there are times where I revert back to that shyness.
Conservative or Risky: It really all depends, I'm usually dead center as I don't like to be too risky but being too conservative is boring as hell.
Lead or Follow: I'm most definitely both. Wow, that was confusing. I'm a leader in my own right unless there's someone who's better suited for the job.
Confident or Modest: Confident. Very, very confident. Almost to the point of arrogance.
Logic or Emotion: It's a mix. I'm usually very logical as I know when to control my emotions, but I have a short temper so there are times when my temper gets the better of me.
In-depth
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not?
I can put my trust in certain people. I don't trust easily but I often give off the illusion that I do. People have to earn my trust just like they have to earn my respect. It's not as hard as all that, but once you have my trust, it takes a hell of a lot to break it. Or it takes you pressing certain buttons.
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not?
It all depends. If I know the people, then I prefer the group, if I don't know them all that well I prefer working alone. Because I know what each person can and cannot do. If I trust them to do certain things it means one less thing for me to worry about. That and I have moments where I don't get along with others. XD
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve?
If they're a friend or someone I know, then I'll try. If not, I'll walk on by. If I think they deserve it then screw 'em.
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through?
Hahahaha! Heh..hoo..wow boy what a question. It depends on how riled up I am. If I'm feeling particularly charged and/or emotional I tend to act on impulse, but if I'm in my right state of mind and I really need to, I think things through. Quickly, but I do.
What is your choice weapon and why?
Weapon of choice? Check out my new weapon...weapon of choice...hmmm...I'd say either something blunt that I can just bash someone with if they case may be, or wire. It's a long distance weapon that takes finesse to use.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it?
Love. Yeah, shut up I is a sap, but I believe in love and the power it has over people. I have and will fight for anything and anyone I love. Other than that, no...but I'll fight for anything provided I think it's right.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be?
I'd make myself...I dunno...less of an argumentative prick. I almost lost something precious to me because I don't know when to shut up.
Extra
(If you have three (3) clear pictures of yourself, provide them. If not, provide a detailed description of yourself)
Cam whore that I am, I do have three pictures of me. XD Lucky you.
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