Emma is my best friend
we drank captains tonight

weeeeeee!

and we took fun pics while we were intoxicated!


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A work in progress: Disconnect ( Read more... )

what do i do now? i feel soo damn empty. my heart is shattered. i sit here downing drink after drink...hoping it will all go away. i dont care anymore. i just want the pain to stop. i just want to sleep..and never wake.

its a beautiful sunny afternoon. you and i sit out on the patio at subway, eating dinner and watching the water. the sun shines brightly on your face and lights up your face.so beautiful you are, the way the light brightens your eyes and lips, and how u seem to glow. you are laughing, kinda snorting, which you hate, but i think its cute. after ( Read more... )

okay...heres the deal, by the end of summer i am gonna have a new computer. all the parts i lack come up to around 700. then for either my 21st or christmas im asking for a new monitor. not just any monitor, its 2 side by side 19" lcd monitors. so i will be the mega geek. but, itll be all good cuz im gonna be watching tv on one monitor and aim on ( Read more... )

well...ive had the past four days off, i thought it was gonna be awesome. instead, i found myself sick and spent most of it sleeping. the only good thing is that i got to hang out with a couple of friends one of the days. its also given me alot of time to tihnk and get rid of alot of stress in my life. mentally, i feel like a whole new person. ( Read more... )

im just wondering how much more i can take before i break. how many more times i have to watch the pieces fall at my feet. how many more times do i have to sit here and watch the girl(s) of my dreams slip away. how long will it be before my prayers are heard lord. how much shit can one man take? everyones constantly puitting me down. everyones ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm..i dont even know what to write. sleeping alot lately, not really doing much else. not really caring bout much right at the moment. i want to say congrats to my best friend. i am happy for you hun, i hope that you are very happy and have a successful relationship. i want to go somewhere right now. just take off..go for a long drive and not ( Read more... )

over the past couple of days ive done alot of thinking and soul searching. ive come to realize that it will be okay if i dont date you. its okay that you dont think im the right type of guy, its okay that you dont think i am boyfriend material. whats importnant to me is our frinedship. yea...we flirt alot, who cares. saturday was one of the best ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover


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