Hell yes I am moving out Tomorrow I am getting out of this forsaken stinking hellhole and moving to moscow. I can't fricken wait.

Girls....soo confusing and there never seems to be just one. I really hate this part of the single scene when dates start happening and I gotta figure out which one I like or which one is the right one. I always have made the wrong choice in the past, and in trying to keep with my views and beliefs....this is tough. And the sleeping with people ( Read more... )

So I am updating ( Read more... )

I feel the need to say a few things and its quicker to do it here ( Read more... )

So its been a full year now. A full year of dealing with what I did and the consequences. A full year of probation and getting taken away from some of the activities I loved. I have cried, I have hated, I have wanted to run away, and I have wanted revenege. To put it simply ( Read more... )

so it started Saturday night, but it was not so bad, but Sunday morning it hit hard and I was in bed all day. I tried to get out and even play some WoW but after a little over an hour of that it was all I could take and I crawled back into bed. I woke up monday and contemplated trying to go to work, but decided I should rest another full day and ( Read more... )

so I got a call yesterday from the lady who runs a pullman dance studio. She said she got my number from some of her students or something like that who met me at CJ's over the summer. I don't just hand out my phone number so I am reall curious to know who had it and how they got it to give to this lady ( Read more... )

Me

Real: CHARGERS!!! vs Green Bay

Dream: Dolphins vs Panthers

Randy

Real: Titans vs Eagles

Dream: New York Superbowl J E T S jets jets jets vs other NY team

Jason

Real: Nothing of note ( same as this year)

Dream: Bucs vs Colts

Ricky

Real: Seahawks vs Chargers

Dream: Seahawks vs Broncos

Can't really sleep not really tired but I know I should. Arg this sucks I can feel for some reason depression and lonliness creeping in. Why well I can guess and state, but I am not going to because its trivial. Its all trivial and I know this which is what bugs me even more. I am yearing for things of the past again and I know that is not the way ( Read more... )

Frankly I am not happy right now. Some people I know need to grow some balls. Put yourself in that situation and how the hell do you think you would feel. Stick up for your friends, regardless of what the backlash might be that is the true test and mettle of friendship taking the good with the bad taking the backlash regardless of what is it to ( Read more... )