And just like last year, even though I said i would not let it happen this year it did. I spend it alone at my house. Granted I did not really have a choice with everything going on, but it did bring a few things into perspective for me. I have made a list before of things to work on each year and all that..well this year is different. That list ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

It seems the more I try to bury and forget my past the more it starts to stare me right in the face. For some reason I run to things that remind me instead of turning away from them. The problem here is that some of those "things" are actually people, some that I miss dearly from a year to 2 years ago, Things are just so strange with all the crap I ( Read more... )

I got a car...well its not really a car it is a kia sportsman and Kandace and I have named it Inigo...becuase its a long story...well not really that long, but I just don't wanna type it out cause I am bored...but lazy. So yeah that is that and I am going to steal a format I see Mainly austin use ( Read more... )

Booooo Randy leaving...

Hooray new chances...

Nuff said my stooge brother

This time though I am not calling you names or cursing you I am merly kind of stunned at the latest turn of events dealing with me getting into that car wreck. Lets take a trup back shall we ( Read more... )

Saturday I totaled my car. I was driving to moscow for work and I hit some ice i guess and started sliding. I slid right into the cement guardrail and the my car flipped over. I dunno if it was only a half flip or 1 and a half of what all I know is that the car ended up upside down with me inside all 4 wheels in the air. I turned off the car and ( Read more... )

Alright phase 2 in getting ready to take off now. Phase one completed not quite how I wanted, but completed none the less and I feel that is now closed and it feels pretty good. Now phase 2 probally actually the biggest sore spot in my life...well second really, but still a huge one and that has been my college education. I started out the first 3 ( Read more... )

Yeah thats right I am leavin he valley for the weekend to go to seattle and I can't wait to get away from here for awhile. I get to see some awesome friends as well as learn some swing dancing stuff...BOOYA! Yeah go me goodbye purgatory for the weekend at least...thats better than nothing I guess.

Insomnia strikes again and I know why...at least partly and no idea how to fix it really...maybe but I doubt it. It should not bug me but for some reason it does. It really does and if it ever happened I don't know how I would handle it...or if I could for that matter. I really hate this you have no clue, but I hate it, and fear it, especially if ( Read more... )