and I am not happy about it but I sold the mustang and I no longer have the car I always wanted... I will get it back one day...or a better version. Alas for now though I am going to wallow in despair because I miss my car.

Alright phase 1 completed got an answer and thats all I wanted and got out all I wanted to say...well not everything, but the rest can be laid to rest now it was not necessary they would not listen comming from me anyways. And everything I did say nothing of it was a lie. I feel a little bit better now ( Read more... )

looks like I might have to sell my car in order to be able to pay allmy bills and afford to live and actually have fun...crap

Another update...one of my best friends leaves tomorrow and this time for good. Smokin Joe Robins I drop him off to catch to bus at 6am tomorrow morning and god only knows when I will see him again. You can't read this joe and you probably never will, but you have been there through it all and I'll miss you. Keep your feet to that road and it will ( Read more... )

Update stage 1 is not progressing well, said person will not return the message so step 1 b is about to take effect.

In other news....

I GET TO GO TO THE WORKSHOP IN SEATTLE AT THE END OF THIS MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am attempting now to clear out all the bad karma from my past and move on past it all completly. I actually thought out a thought plan with steps and it is going to take awhile that way I have the time I need to really take care of each thing and move on. Step One has already began and we will see where it takes me.

The fan club is up to 3 members now Me Dale and Jermey...heheh this is going to be great lol

that is all

oh wait no its not

DANCING TONIGHT!!!!!

Bo ya

PEACE

SO I went to cats last night and it was amazing! The music was great and the dancing was just amazing. It made me miss the theatre so much that I almost broke down last night. I went through a wide array of emotions last night, but it was worth it. I just hope I can get back into the theatre soon ( Read more... )

I finally admitted it today, I didn't want to but I did. I was at Dusty's and I had my jersey on and she confronted me on it again and I finally had to admit it...I am a Lindsay Taylor fan. I had the Taylor jersey and this time I just told her the truth I am her number 1 fan and bodyguard. She is my idol what can I say ( Read more... )

Things are taking an interesting turn right now. I am not sure where I am going, but I am following whatever road is laid out in front of me there are turns and places where the road seems to end, but something comes up to keep me moving, good or bad. I am confused about a great many things right now, but at the same time I am not confused about ( Read more... )