I've been really good lately pretending people like me.

This last week has brutally reminded me otherwise.

I don't know how to be anything other than me.

I was pondering, and realize this:

I have gone clothing shopping with a fellow female who's not my mom, only once.

I've wandered malls, but never actually gone shopping.

I have been feeling such the outside lately. It's been persistent for about a month and a half, despite my efforts to ignore it. September was busy enough that ignoring it was easy, but now that I'm home again its much harder. And dance class hasn't start again. And Facebook just makes me feel worse and stalkerish. I really miss when FB was a way ( Read more... )

So although I am boycotting facebook until at least tomorrow, I am cheating and LJing. I'm working through the Photo Pass pictures from Disney - they have photographers that take pictures for you, and add graphics and stuff. I pre-ordered the Photo CD (which saved $50)  to have rights to the pics, then we abused it - 130ish pictures were taken. Now ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to think that facebook is dangerous to my limited social life ( Read more... )

I got some black ankle booties with heels. I never wear heels. Despite the fact that they fit, they had no ankle support and I couldnt even wobble around the apartment!

I'll never been a heel wearing girl :( I hate sprained ankles too much to even risk it! I'm exchanging them for some chunky heels boots instead >.< I really want black boots for ( Read more... )

Lately it seems a lot of people have problems with self esteem. I don't know if I've become more aware of it, people are more freely speaking of it, its just plain more common, or what, but it's really noticeable lately. It makes me rather sad, since these are lovely, beautiful, fun people who don't seem to even like themselves as much as I like ( Read more... )

This icon reminds me I haven't seen Foster's Home in for-ev-ar! Then, we don't have cable anymore, so there's a good reason for that ( Read more... )

So I blame luciddreams  for the whole LJ-revival thingy. I'm a bit late, I know but I am a slacker and just got around to logging in.

So lets go with a bullet-point update style of life in general!

Work - I'm still employed, Sept. is 3 years. I got my promotion (2nd one in said 3 years) to Research Scientist I, aka what I'd have started at if I had a B.Sci. in ( Read more... )

So I am thinking I should try to share some photos, get some views, some feed back, yada yada ( Read more... )