a person who does not forgive is a person who is not brave enough to love.

without forgiveness, this world would be an awfully angry and loveless place.

ha! my computer works again! updates like you won't believe... coming soon

it was the most heartbreaking noise she had ever heard. not even in her nightmares. and now she can't stop thinking about it. replaying it. he's her baby ( Read more... )

literally every time i stepped outside today in dc, it was like i just walked into someone's cloud of cigarette smoke. this happens alot since i work at an art school and for some reasons artists are starving and to fit in with the cliche they curb their appetite with smoking. but today was different. right when i got up the escalator from the ( Read more... )

i did not want 2007 to come. no offense to anyone who has personal ties to 07, but 06 was OUR year (gesturing to the class of 2006). 2006 is my favorite year i can remember. so much happened! 2006 changed my life! 2007 is good so far i guess. it began exactly the way i wanted it to: at home, with josh and my family and my extended family, eating ( Read more... )

i need a hug

there used to be a small outdoors store on the corner where oakton shopping center is. my dad bought his first kayak there. that's all i know about the place. i've never been in it, but everytime we drove by it my dad would say how he bought his first kayak from there. i drove by the place yesterday and really noticed how decrepit it had become. i ( Read more... )

what a delightfully perfect weekend. josh and i went to our first adult party (not like adult, adult, just regular adult, the kind that has a spouse) and it was surprisingly entertaining and fun. i think i'll transition easily into adulthood, if i'm not already there. anyway i was josh's "spouse" for the evening because the invitation just said, " ( Read more... )

is it enough that i can imagine something better? would leaving be worth it? i hate gray answers. i need promises. without promises someone can do whatever they feel like without feeling guilty. at least with promises i'd have the satisfaction of knowing you feel bad for breaking them. at least i'd be able to hear in your voice that you're sorry ( Read more... )

my hair is short. how short? CISSY short. ps- cissy = sexxxy. but in a cute peter pan sort of way! or even rufio. gotta represent ( Read more... )