i got in bed tonight at like 8:30 but couldn't sleep. it was really hot in my room and my mind couldn't calm down ( Read more... )

( warning: this is a bummer. )

it concerns me when people who drive in vehicles with "baby on board" stickers are impatient on the road. for instance, we're in the right hand turning lane and its a red light but as the lead car, i have the ability to make the right turn if and only if the coast is clear HOWEVER i couldn't see what color light the other lane was and there were ( Read more... )

i think this is what it's like

climbing that corporate ladder!

my sister got married last weekend. MARRIED. all in all, it was a grand time in north carolina. josh and i were the life of the wedding, besides the obvious couple. i really am lucky to have a stud who doesn't think its lame to dance. anyway, the whole thing was fun and its actually sad now that she's gone and married. i am happy for her, but there ( Read more... )

so she's gone again but for real and good this time. which is sad because it was getting to be nice and fun even though she was a kook of a woman getting ready for her wedding day. but i made her laugh in the mall the other day because i reminded her how she was kooky back then too. with her neurotic shopping methods only ambiturning ( Read more... )

today is an important day! today is Loving Day ( Read more... )

i hate it when i wake up feeling brave and go to bed unsure again. i can only take so many comments/gasps, so many weird looks. i hate it when people say my worst fears aloud. out of all the new things i could possibly try, i think this one is the least harmful and yet i don't know why people think i'm brave or crazy to want to do it. and i haven't ( Read more... )

i love cleaning my room and finding things i've hidden. i know i probably say this enough, but i save EVERYTHING. i don't know why. if its given to me, if i make it, if i find it, i keep it. and then i hide it. and here's what i found so far ( Read more... )

i'm going back tomorrow to get the last of my things. my bike and my artwork. and then it will be over. my college career is over. i hope i never forget how much i loved it all. my most favorite consecutive four years of my life ( Read more... )