I always look back...

The last few months of my life have been some of the best and some of the worst. Regardless, it is now time to buckle down, work hard, and grow up. I've been through a lot and i've learned even more, but most importantly, I've learned I need to create my life rather than wasting my time trying to find it. Thanks, to all the people I've crossed ( Read more... )

I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you ( Read more... )

I've been sitting here polishing shoes for two days.
Milan Fashion week started yesterday
My fashion design career begins this summer
This city is great but I can't avoid seeing your face in all the buildings and all the streets
Put my face in a magazine

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I never feel as if anything I do or create is good enough to impress anybody, in most cases, it isn't. The times when I'm congratulated for my work never feel real, I always feel like the person telling me is saying it to make me feel good about myself and not because they really believe it themselves. This is also keeping me from feeling loved, it ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I was a product of the mellow Midwest. I would be a totally different and maybe better person. After living in Chicago for only 4 months I have come to realize people here are more kind and also easier to get along with than people back in New England. There is no intricate explaination to this conclusion, it's simple. The people ( Read more... )

Fcuk, French Connection sucks. FUCK! I just typed a damn good LJ and the internet here at TK decided to shit the bed. Ugh, so frustrating. So, i'll just say this. Thank you for the colored pencils, Linds. When the day comes where I am a famous fashion designer and what I have to say actually means something I'll remember the time you bought me ( Read more... )

dear, Mike

Go fuck yourself.

Love always,
your brain

I've written enough sad and depressing shit here to rewrite "Letting off the Happiness". Steve wrote me a letter today, he addressed is Mike Rabz...that alone made my day more pleasant. Brian comes on Thursday...If I can compose a good enough reason to cough up the twenty dollar cover charge to see Steve Aoki, we're going to party with him ( Read more... )

It's 4:42am and I should be happy and asleep. I honestly cannot describe the feeling I had today when I realized I was worried about one of my friends in Chicago rather than the person I am usually worried about. I actually stopped to think about it for a second and it made me realize that I need to have other people to worry about and that is what ( Read more... )