ok so its late on halloween. it was a good night alot of stupid stuff happened but it was all fun i had a really good time and for once i wasnt worrying about anything or anyone...and just had a good time. and thats rare cuz i usually always find some messed up, stupid, selfish way to fuck things up. so ya but ofcourse it was to good to be true...i ( Read more... )

ok well i know ive been acting really stupid lately and i know its my fault. i dont really know why, i confuse myself...but im deffinatly alright now. I hope people dont hate me to much or something. Guess I just get some what upset when people you think are your freinds talk behind your back but i realized like, they arent your freinds if theytalk ( Read more... )

people anger me, everyone wants the world to revolve around them and for everyone to feel sorry for them. is that not retarded or is it just me? blah anyways...today was interesting..thats all there is to say goodnight.

ok so umm today i woke up, and i got two egg sandwhiches at the deli, im a mess. haha but it really hurt to eat, and it hurts evrytime i eat when i swallow it feels like a lump in my throte, maybe i have a tumor? ha. anywyas ok school was, just school same as always , i dont think anything important happened, if it it did i forgot. but um after ( Read more... )

alright so i just finnally got my internet back after 3 weeks or something. and i dunno nothing really happened. last night i saw straylight run <3 and northstar and hod rod circuit thanks to to jess, thanks so much and ivan. it was goood. ok yah so wtf i have nothing to write about..goodbye.

i havent updated in awhile cuz my parents took my internet away...oh well. its been real wierd lately though. this weekend is going alright, friday went to abbys for a while that was a mess, then went to julies that was alright i dont remember much. evrythings sorta a mess though, i do stupid things without thinking. and things still havent left my ( Read more... )

i dont understand...

well today was so bittersweet...i meen it all turned out ok. but so much drama, i dont like how people lie, everything is so sketchy, but its ok. and i meen its ok now, evrythings good, things will happen if there suppsoed to and you have to just give it time and respect what people feel. no point in getting upset over nothing. it doesnt help, all ( Read more... )

ok...um today was alright...im already so sick of school, everythings becoming so routine, i dont like it. and im really lost for words right now, cuz i feel like im always doing all the talking...cuz see its kinda hard when you know nothing at all.i guess all you can do is hope that wut ur feeling is the same, as someone else. maybe im just acting ( Read more... )

ok hmm well ok last night i as way to tired to update this thing so i will do it now...yesterday started out so boring i prett much sat around the house until like 4 30. and ofcourse me, shane and ivan... worked out some plans( the tripod) lol woohoo. ok ya soo me and ivan and sahne went over to dales house a little bit early cuz we wanted to try ( Read more... )