god damn i hate englewood. its 100% old people. all i do is carve offensive sentences into the sand to watch the elderly have heart attacks. im missing derrons get together for this shit? i can be hanging out with the gang, Alicia, Zelban, Derron, Beer, Kobe, everyone.. but noooo im stuck with the god damn parents who bitch more than talk. and ( Read more... )

Darn that song from Simply Red, Sunrise, its stuck in my head and i cant get it out!!!!!! "should be me, I dont know if its even in your mind at all" GRRRR!!! its a great freaking song, but i never thought i would like it. Alicia, you have great taste in music :)

Oh why cant I be what you need ( Read more... )

This is to Lacy, thank you so much! i love how the journal looks now, your my hero! I will try to make it up to you on friday. Once again, thank you Lacy, your the best.

Every day someone throws at me another feeling, giving me highs and lows that generally only a drug addict ever gets the pleasure to experience. My soul is being torn apart by conflicting forces, one pulling me towards one way, the other dragging me down the abyss. Its becoming an empty spiral of hate and misery, where animosity is the dish that is ( Read more... )

Take my advice on this, dont make love to a cop car, trust me, you will regret it the next day.

Work sucks.

Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
Something I could never be will guide me to the new
Light
Frustrated
Sedated
I pray to myself

Work sucked worse than a 5 dollar hooker after you tip her a 20.

well, i did not get to see Saved today, so im a little disapointed. i did get to spend some time with my ex, which i loved. At one point i got lost looking into her eyes, i wonder how long i just starred. I would of given anything at that moment to be able to give her a kiss ( Read more... )