I find myself drifting further away from everything i once was. I find myself losing everything i once knew. have you ever sat with a group of people who think they have the insight to see every feeling and every thought, and known they have no clue of even the most basic things about you? sat there knowing they thought you were really laughing, ( Read more... )

And so came the evil, its path burnt by spilled blood.

here marks a change the general essence of me. i am to return, to see how i fair in this once more. To all those here who now me,i have returned.

i realize i said i was done with this lj, but the only reason i am here right now is to let anyone i know who may come across this that im not dead,l and that for the most part, im fine, physicaly at least. my computers just being a bitch and im waiting for it to get fixed. so maybe ill be back on soon,if anyone at all even cares anymore. only way ( Read more... )

i decided to simply leave you all with a sonjg, one that seems to suit me quite well ( Read more... )

ok. this is my seconmd to last post, i dont have time to make my last one nw, i have to go take a shower and get ready then go have "fun" with my mom, cousin and sudo aunt and her niese. i just got up, been laying in bed all day, but didnt sleep worth shit. after my next post it is bye bye toryn. only way youll hear from me is through e-mail, and ( Read more... )

hm, my rantings are pointless. they dont help me get over anything and i am just annoying the fuck out of people with al the shit i say. wow, i am goin gback to the old me. i hate this. woooooooooo, time to withdraw from the world. bye peoples.

OUT

wow, am i dull. i hate me. ooh, obvious fact, but yea. im such a fucking idiot. you know, there is nothing like wacthing people have a lot of fun with really stupid pointless stuff to really show you how sad, boring, idiotic, pessimistic, and just plain over all fucking stupid you really are. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck thiis shit ( Read more... )

hm, i hate my cmoputer. it keeps freakin kicking me off. shite on you computer, shite on you ( Read more... )

Sanity ( Read more... )

hm, so we were talking about cliques today in english for something having to do with lotf and my teacher said something along the lines of "and then, there are those who pull out of the cliques, who just be themselves." and this girl that sit nexted to me just kind alooked at me and was like "definitley", saying i was one of them, so now i am a ( Read more... )