I can't believe i'm going to be a daddy! This is one thing i KNOW i can get right. I;m so excited!

Its been a while since i've wrote in here. For all i know i could be writing to myself. I've been doing okay. I have a good (alright) full time job. But it's a job with plenty of advances so it's good. Me and my girlfriend have had our own apartment for a while. It's just 4 rooms, so it's a nice little deal. Pretty cheap too. My and girlfriend ( Read more... )

i'm so glad i realized there's more to life than just getting fucked up. now i just sit back and watch everyone stay stuck on stupid. YOU WON'T CHANGE. what the fuck is a "chemical inbalance"? something they made up for an excuse. why can i ALWAYS find something to paralize me? i don't even try. lol. i'm telling you i'm following in my uncle's ( Read more... )

Wow things change don't they? I think it's funny that some people will never change. Sometimes i just want to say, "Grow the fuck up!!" but i have no place. Things have been getting slowly better around here. I mean they're not, but i'm handling things a lot better i think. There's still so many things that make me think too much, things i ( Read more... )

i've never needed someone to confide in more than i do today. someone needs to get me drunk for my birthday it's been too long and it's wayyyyy overdue. i need to cry.

so for about 3 months now i've been going out with this girl. at first it was just someone i got to hang out with and talk to. but then i started to fall for her. real quick too. and i could see it in her eyes that she was too. after a month went by our relationship grew so much, and we got really close. closer than i've ever been with anyone. ( Read more... )

just once,
i wish...
i would breathe

so today, i go away.
i don't care what they'll say.
cuz maybe i'll be ok.

but i've never been so scared.

this is the way its got to be ( Read more... )

i'm getting drunk as hell. i don't want to be able to remember tonight. i felt my stomach turn inside out.

i hope you're haveing fun.

one line, we're through..