well i'm back where i was a few months ago the whole lot only this time around things are a little worse cause circumstances are different...like back to moments where i cry i wonder if people even see...i almost wish you'd just to make things easier for once to have a little closure ah i'm losing spellingness...blah ( Read more... )

when i read this i wasn't sure how to take it...it just upset me so much ( Read more... )

"my love's fire burns so bright that it would desecrate the dark.." -bull shit ( Read more... )

i wrote a lot here but i chickened out of what i said ( Read more... )

i'm tired of this whole journal thing but here i am...what is amazing is how much i still have in my bank account...you know what i don't get how when two opposing sides believe in the same "god" well one of them has to lose so where's you "god" now?...i still feel like i can't believe what he says...does it really matter now i mean it's probably ( Read more... )

fuck i woke up feeling like shit...spouts of crying all day and i couldn't understand why i tried to think what is today what's the significance...there is none..left without reading my hororscope which would've been a clue like when i got home i didn't get the meaning...now i do..now i'm scared this can't be good i'm sure people outside my box ( Read more... )

hmm...well here i am..when i'm sitting on the bus i always think of things to post if i had the chance usually lots of song lyrics..i listen to the same stuff over and over again because well now my music choices are very limited and i realize how much all these different songs convey all my feelings in so many ways...little by little it felt like ( Read more... )

i've been wanting to update for so long and now i don't really know what to say...i wish i could say that everything has worked out and i'm living happily ever after or something but we all know that this is not true..not that i'm saying it can't i'm just not there yet i guess..there's still a lot i'm confused about even though other people may not ( Read more... )

so it seems that things seem to be looking towards the worst not in life necessarily but here..things aren't always what they seem..there shouldn't be any worries...it's scary how confident and calm you are it's such a different type of feeling but good..in the end everything works out for the best you know it will...that's gold or silver right.. ( Read more... )

why do you say the things that you never mean to me ( Read more... )