I guess i've always had the bad habit of dwelling on the past because i've never really had a future; and that's still true today, right now. But i've noticed over the past few weeks that i've been thinking about the past more than usual-- overanalyzing it, wishing i could do something different and have some of the things back that i've lost over ( Read more... )

Does anybody still use LiveJournal? Seems pretty abandoned. My friendspage had only 1 entry. Just wondering. I miss it here.

It's been a year-- i really should pay more attention here. Facebook is where everybody is tho. I'll try not to forget this place. It's still my favorite.

Going to have to start looking for a real job like now. The gravy train is getting ready to pull into town soon. It's just majorly depressing to know that if i can actually find a job, it'll be back to the $7.25 everyday struggle.

I'm an idiot. We've been here before... i have a "D'oh!" or a "duh" moment; i get all worried about nothing. But the air is cleared and things can move forward. Or can they? I am still having some issues; but i can deal with that. Now there is some external noise interefering with the reception. And it's getting louder-- that worries me ( Read more... )

So, here i am, a weekend alone. Huge party @ my house, right? Uh, no. And i basically begged. Other ppl have jobs and real lives. Have done a bunch of cleaning. Yay. I mean, i like to have a clean, neat house. I'm a Virgo, right? But there is something just as depressing about having a clean, neat house as there is about having a dirty, ( Read more... )

Ok, so most of you know from FB that i got fired on Tuesday, went through a minor breakdown, etc. What most of you don't (well none of you) know is that i went out on a limb with a social situation also-- roses left on the doorstep. Went off under the radar. Awesome. Would've hated that, um, explanation. Had a nice txt conversation-- warm, ( Read more... )

Found on The Daily Ping.

Really. Dude. I had to.

From: Daniel Lewis
Date: 01.03.2007 22:53

I have found the ultimate solution for clearing and preventing blockages.

You will need:

1) A small cube of cheese
2) A medium sized mouse

You can use your child's pet, or purchase them from any pet store for a few dollars.

Step OneDrop the cheese ( Read more... )

My craptastic day... a laundry list (find it easier this way, and less rambly, and maybe i can vent some and be capable of making it through tomorrow ( Read more... )

I think there must be a series of light switches being turned on in my life right now and for the past few months. And whether I like it or not, Daddy flipped one of the switches last night…. The one regarding finding a long-term job with income and growth potential. I don’t want to be like everybody else or do what everybody else wants me to do ( Read more... )