When a cloud of treachery and deceit falls over you, and you start to lose sight through the haze, sometimes its better to close your eyes to it rather than watch your world become swallowed in the toxic fumes of what you used to love.

High on my top ten reasons why I hate life:

Carmen: *Painting, painting* Wow, this is turning out alright. I'm so glad nothing has gone wrong. :D Better change colors, let me wash off my brush. *Dips brush into coffee, swish swish--pause* ...Oh, fucker.

To do: Weekend 18-19

o 20 pieces (Room)
o Print: Peggy Sue, Photos
o AP Environmental Review
o Paint: Turtle
o Paint: Doll
o Paint: S. Portrait
o Skin Studies
o Furniture Photo
o 15 pcs. Desk
o History Outline ch. 31
o Buy canvas/White Paint
o Start New Doll Painting
o MICA Application Essay
o Work on Elysium Layouts

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I'd love to write in some secret, coded messages. I think thats something I ought to work on, also, haha, I realized something that, well, I'm going to work on. As of well: this second.

Of Montreal last night was just about the sexiest thing in my life. Yes, I'll sleep with them, even James Husband, haha. I wish I'd brought my camera, and also, a lighter bag, if anyone has or finds pictures I might just marry them too. It was incredible. I left smelling like cigarettes and sweat, but mmm baby. I ran into half a million people I ( Read more... )

After a huge fight with my mom today, I found out quite a few things about her and I, and well, what she thinks I think, and her opinions on my decisions, just to find, we really don't have that hot of a relationship. She doesn't understand me at all, and I don't think I go through any effort to help her try. And it doesn't even bother me. It ( Read more... )

Bzzzzzaaaap! I suddenly got a jolt of artistic, somethingoranother, and have been wanting to paint, paint, paint. Ay ay ay, que rico. McKinley is just feeding this, and, I feel so damn productive! Ooh la, laa, I might get this portfolio done in time. Currently working Venus Sexmill like a small asian child, and there is nothing to better get over a ( Read more... )

At school, sitting maybe a foot away from Jessica, finding out whats going down. Apparently, we're going to Fort Wilderness, though we're going pretty late in day, which is pretty dumb. Though, we're hopeful about the field trip overall. I brought Ian's shirt along, as well as one of the letters, because well, its fantastically fantastic. Started a ( Read more... )

I'm wearing my boyfriend's shirt!