Anyone else, I would have walked away ( Read more... )

unlike some of the rest of you, I'm not going to claim to have "forgotten i had this thing." I just didn't have anything interesting enough to say, so i completely neglected it. For months. Plus, i wanted to give everyone time enough to chew on what i put before. Not really. No one reads this shit anyway ( Read more... )

I have finally decided that the word "love", along with the words "fate", "meant-to-be", and even "a good relationship" are complete and utter bullshit. No one ever falls in love, there's no such thing. If you actually love someone, that person is going to throw it back in your face at some point either because they think it's the right thing to ( Read more... )

Ah, another year of school gone by, and where does it find me? In the exact same place i was before, once again. As fun as wrestling is, i honestly think it may be a hinderance to me severing the ties that bind me to my adolescence and coming into maturity. For anyone who doesn't know, wrestlers are some of the most immature dudes you will ever ( Read more... )

So I've had more chill time lately than I have in a really long time, i.e. almost a year (also, I've come to the conclusion that I worked entirely too much last summer; don't do that, ever), and my mind has just been running amok with just about anything it gets its hands on. Which, lately, has been quite a bit. Being that my psychological ( Read more... )

Be ye warned, what follows is a lot of whining ( Read more... )

wow...actually have time. skipped a tournament this weekend; i'm having a real hard time trying to find the motivation to keep wrestling. yet i know if i quit, i'll get pissed at myself and probably do bodily harm...kinda a bad spot to be in. i managed to kill my older brother's laptop, making two in the last three months. classes have started ( Read more... )

Duck on a Pond ( Read more... )

Finals are so damn close I can taste it. Mizzou is fun and all, but seriously, classes are getting old. Wrestling too, holy jesus. Shit's hard. But the swee thing is that randomly last saturday, while I was wrestling, I suddenly got an offense and started scoring points! It was amazing! I seriously haven't been under .500 for this long since ( Read more... )

So there's been a ton going on in the life of Nate lately, and not a whole lot of it seems to be headed in the right direction. I can't seem to do anything right in my english class, and I've got a 69 in there...not good. Got a C on my only test in Political Science, so I've got a C in there. A- in Spanish is good, and the A in Humanities looks ( Read more... )