What is it, in a freshly painted apartment, that feels so wrong? Is it the nights, with the open door and the black hallway, or the sounds of gunfire emanating from speakers in the next room, or my own lonely stomachache as I sit, needing food, but forgetting to eat? Or could it be the days, all bright but nowhere to go and nobody to be with, ( Read more... )

First real post in a while... :) anyways, i'll cut to the point. I hate being a music major. It sucks majorly, so i've decided to nix that. No more zero-credit pointless classes, no more ear-training (my ears are fine the way they are, thank you), and hopefully no more classes that i believe are utterly pointless. As a replacement, i've ( Read more... )

...nah, i'll do this later.

I'm 20!

god that's weird.

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Cut, paste and repost with your A,B,C's ( Read more... )

The Flames of Choice

Just hold on, life's passing
Would be nice if we could have
Something to live for, a dream
Dreaming of you, and me
Together, like the old song goes
On, and on, barreling through life
Unawares, incomplete, totally unready
For the hell that awaits us - the fires
Of our own choosing.

The darkness of early morning
burning with the fire of the nights before.
Where have the words gone?  All comforts lost,
all thoughts devoted
to that one, unreachable summit -
then the red sun rises.

emo post...sorry ( Read more... )

yeah yeah, i know it's been forever :-P  but you forgive me, right?  hehe.  well, a lot has happened since i last posted here ( Read more... )