It might just be the monthly disruption of hormones, but something changed in my head last night. It made last night torture; restless, listless torture. Today, after sleeping off the remainder of the rum and sex, I awoke to the feeling of irritation and a kind of sadness without explanation. I’m not sure what it is, but I seem to be having some ( Read more... )

And I'm so tired! And being incredibly lazy, which I kind of feel guilty for doing as it seems like everyone else has amazing amounts of work to get done before the end. Seems like medicine is a doss if you look at me, but I'm probably at failing level right now. I need to get my act together but I just don't have the energy or the motivation - as ( Read more... )

I don't have them, for once. But you know the good old way to get rid of them is to be scared. So when I'm sitting in the bar and my boyfriend is hiccuping away, he's quite trashed from drinking with the hockey team since 2.30, I turn to him, put my hand on his knee and say 'AT... Alex... I'm pregnant.' Now you think that would terrify him. But no ( Read more... )

So around the time that a certain someone started paying attention to me last year, a completely amazing guy actually asks me out! :3 Very very squee at the moment, but trying not to be too annoying about it. I kind of feel it's not really fair on some of the people around me. Everyone seems to have some kind of relationship issue and it just feels ( Read more... )

Haha. Things are going well, because I'm busy (though very very poor D:) and I don't have any time to think. Well, almost no time to think. I did a tiny bit of thinking when reading over my wonderfully angsty posts. Very depressing, not. There are worse things out there. But at the moment I really really love the fact that everyone else's lives are ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being infatuated with a fuck up; one that didn't even have the courtesy to be a man and say what he meant ( Read more... )

It's one thirty in the afternoon, I'm sitting in bed reading Times magazine and I feel a little bit immature and insignificant. Although I know I'm immature most of the time, what upsets me and what my thoughts revolve around are teenage issues - but then I am a teenager, no point in trying to deny it - but usually I don't care if I'm immature and ( Read more... )

Are a mess ( Read more... )

I think it's going to happen. The whole thing is going to explode in a massive ball of flames. It's going to be messy, it's going to be god damn confusing and I'm the bad guy. I know I am. And no matter how many people say that they like me now, when it's this close, there will be good vs. bad. And sides will be chosen. Perhaps I'm just a catalyst ( Read more... )

Attention. Very very badly. And it's going to make me do stupid things. I need to stay in the country away from people who are taken, especially by friend's boyfriends ( Read more... )