Hi everybody. I still exist. I miss all of you. I think alot about how close we sometimes are and then, in a blink of an eye, so distant. Life is eccentric in this way. And so am I. I hope to see more of everyone real soon. I need to get busy putting meaning back into my life. I hope that all of you understand how much your friendships ( Read more... )

that was an awesome birthday! thankyou Mackenzie for making it the best ever. I love you...

"when I'm all crowded I grave my eyelashes like a city ( Read more... )

Sick sick sick....... My body hurts so bad... And I want to go home. I can wait though... It's only a few more hours. I need to get something started. For both our sakes. I have a modeling gig coming up for Alter Ego. I'm excited. I hope it pays well. East Texas is coming up soon.. It might be a nice break. We'll see. It will definitely be ( Read more... )

I brushed my teeth. Now my mouth is throbing. It hurts so fucking bad. Which is upsetting my stomache even further. So I threw up. But that didn't help. So yay! Oh yeah and my migrain I can't get rid of. I think it's being fed from my tooth. Other than that, things are great. I'm secure, free, happy and very in love. Jasmine and I are ( Read more... )

I'm playing with the kids now, listening to music, dancing, pretending..... we're havin a blast. Zoe is sick and trowing up alot, but she's still havin fun. I miss my lady rainbow. I'll see her later tonight though.... no response from any text messages, I hope she's o.k...... I'll call her in a while ( Read more... )

There is no way to describe to anyone how much I love Mackenzie. What we have is absolutely amazing. And it always will be, no matter what happens. I'm waiting for her now, wondering if it's all been a dream. That's what time does to me. Like maybe I just woke up here and shes not coming. But at the same time I know she is. And I know that ( Read more... )

sorry i doubted myself... that one gallon of gas got me 46 miles down the road. thankyou for your love. love really is all you need ( Read more... )

well, more and more time is passing with no word. I think I'm worth a lot more than that. I know it's hard, but you know me. I can be nothing but understanding and I deserve something here. I'm a really great boyfriend and a really good friend. I really don't know where I stand. I know what your're capable of and I have no hard feelings ( Read more... )

by the way, my girlfriend is amazing, brilliant, awesome, sexy, beautiful, fulfilling, eccentric, quirky, intricate, explosive, tempermental, gorgeous, starlight, wonderful, haunting.... everything.
she is perfect to me in every way.....