I'm once again halfway thru the week and halfway thru making an important decision at the same time. but that will come later ( Read more... )

Things haven't changed much in 24 hours. Everything is still mellow with no immediate sign of change ( Read more... )

Its been a loooong time since i've been up here. I've had a lot to say i've just been to busy to sit down and say. Its all come to this now tho. I'm happy, i'm stable, and i now understand that whatever i wanted to control about my life is really irrelavent, because nothing about this life is controlable in the least. I say that because a serires ( Read more... )

recently the flame of an old relationship has been rekindled. i never thought it would ever be the way it was again but things seem to have patched up nicely. i have to admit however that i'm a little scared. i dont want to be used again, i dont want things to happen the way they did. i'm not sure if the decision i made was a smart one but i will ( Read more... )

this weekend was the spirit of christmas and it was the weirdest one ever. i went to the nice little christmas parade and took some guff for recently breaking someones heart. i didn't mean to break it, i think things would have been worse if i had broken it much later then i did. it was tough to explain my end of things but most everybody was ( Read more... )

i ended a potentially good thing. i hurt someone. i didn't mean to, i wish the pain hadn't been dished out, but i did and it was and theres no going back now.

tommorrow is another day, another chance. tommorrow is another path to be lain before me. wish me luck in my travel.

[end]
-j-

juding from last weekend i would have never geussed that things would be going this well this fast. i had to cut some ties with an old friend, but what choice do u have when all they do is bring u down? i patched things up with an older friend. i geuss things have a cetain balance after all. u loose some, u gain some ( Read more... )

even tho the terrible things that were sed this weekend are over and long gone, it still feels like today is kind of the morning after. i wish that hadn't been any harsh words. i wish things hadn't happened the way they did... at least in that respect, everything else i definetly have no regrets about ( Read more... )

i did something this weekend i haven't done in a long time. i did something that i've been advised against. my trust for others was compromised and others trust for me was compromised as well. but like i sed, it was something i hadn't done in a long time... i went with my instincts and i did something for myself ( Read more... )

well.... theres not much to say. i have a busy weekend ahead with a lot of potential for something exciting to happen... then again, this is pamlico...

jarod fornes
mayor of enmityville