I dont understand where all the good is going off to. There so many lies everywhere, so much deciet that its hard for me to take a deep breath. Anyway ( Read more... )

everywhere there is animosity and insecurity and tough decisions. i see lives deteriating. i see bonds breaking and ties strengthening. i see it all happening and i thank God that i'm not any part of it. I have a few tough decisions but i'll make them on my own. not that i have a choice in that matter, but all the same, i'm not gonna drag anybody ( Read more... )

This place is goin nowhere and i'm stuck on the wagon. I can't wait until i'm rid of it all. It be so bad if i didn't have to watch all the people i care about struggle with it to. I know i'm lucky to have what i do, becuase i have a lot, but i can't help but feel sometimes like i dont have anything that belongs to me. I'm sick of judgemental ( Read more... )

I can't take this. I'm going to flip out in a most prime evil fashion. Her laughter rings in my ears like bad polka music. I want out of this class as soon as possible, otherwise someone feelings could get hurt. For some reason shes just been so.... vindictive almost. my arm is sore. I hate this.

1) NAME: J-rod ( Read more... )

x] drunk alcohol ( Read more... )

So here i am again, another day another entry. None of the recent possiblities have been concecrated any further. I dont no if they will be, i hope so tho ( Read more... )

I think its finally safe to say that i'm competely in a social sense. I have two or three friends that i know i can trust, the rest of it's all kind of a whirlwind. Theres a few people i'm pretty sure i've pissed of in a royal fashion, while on the other hand i learned of at least one new possibilty. She kinda creeped her way into my life on Friday ( Read more... )

Its amazing to watch people change, to compare who they were, who they thought they'd be and who they've become. Many i think expected to be where they are, but i think a few just went into a spin, kinda lost control, and now there trying to get unstuck while trying to convince everyone they're just 'goin muddin'. It all kinda makes me wonder how ( Read more... )

Lately i just feel unsure. Unsure about pretty much everything. Unsure of who i am, where i'm going, even what i'm doing right now. Unsure of how i feel about how i feel about some people and how they feel about me. Theres some people that i wish i could just look them in the eyes and tell them how things are, but i'm so afraid of what might happen ( Read more... )