I finished a lovely evening by laughing at a marathon of Psych, having a glass of cabernet sauvignon in a crystal wine glass, fixing up the cheese mixture for lasagna and making two different sauces.
I also almost cried in the grocery store this afternoon because I wanted to make muffins and I had no one to eat the other 11.

It is 1 pm, and I am watching Emma in the living room ( Read more... )

Right now I am wearing gray fitted sweat pants and a long sleeved, very comfortable, heather-brown cotton long-sleeved shirt.  It would be one of my favorite outfits because it is very at-home yet attractive, but the shirt is Wes'.  I debated when I put it on, but I decided "screw you," the shirt was given to me and I'll wear it if I damn well want ( Read more... )

I didn't tell you all about spending the day in the city, but I got distracted. I walked down the market like I lived there (the way that Mom walks in New York, but more suited to Seattle).  I talked with strangers.  I ate anything and everything that a street vendor offered to me, including but not limited to flavored jellies (like garlic, wine, ( Read more... )

Mom has asked me several times to start writing in my journal again. I don't want to be writing to my journal and sharing my thoughts with it - I want to be sharing them with Wes, and I hate how people think now that relationships aren't all that important. Wes understood me more than anyone else did, and understands me when I say that I miss God ( Read more... )

I am in knots ( Read more... )

I miss our beautiful Amber a lot, so I wanted to get down some memories ( Read more... )

It is 4 minutes to 9, and I am sitting in my bed wearing my black cut off cotton shorts and Dad's gray plaid worn-out long-sleeve shirt. I have a glass of milk with some spicy doritos, I have taken off my hoop earrings, and I have Grey's Anatomy up on netflix. All of this has occurred in the last hour, as I just spent a 16 hour day in Pittsburgh ( Read more... )

I called my health insurance company today to find out what orthopedic specialists are in Morgantown because my ankle is still swollen and very sharp if I turn or step hard in any way. I messed it up while snowboarding over 2 months ago, so I really better get it checked out. I wish I had a car, it will be so much more difficult to juggle work ( Read more... )

I feel old ( Read more... )