I've come up with a new plan. It's either the best plan ever, or the worst. I don't know. I have no way of knowing. But it's going to happen either way. In some ways it's similar to what I've done before, but the content is different, I'm hoping the outcome is different too. I wrote a letter today. I've been trying to get in touch with Dave for ( Read more... )

Bear with me. I'm not entirely sure where my thoughts are going to wind up this morning, but I need to get everything out ( Read more... )

First, a quote which put things into words that I could not: "I've stopped believing in happy endings. I've started believing in good days... What tomorrow will bring is still in question. There's a joy that's earned by failure or triumph. All those things add up to teach us, if we are open to it." -Drew Barrymore ( Read more... )

I know. It's madness. I leave for 6 weeks and then my first day with internet I write twice. Insanity. That's just the status of my life right now ( Read more... )

I wouldn't even know where to start to explain all the things that have happened in my life in the past 6 weeks that LJ tells me I've been missing. I could try, but it would seem so... half there. I've missed so much by not having internet ( Read more... )

in my head I've composed a list of all the reasons why the way things stand is how things should stay. but I guess that requires me to explain how things are ( Read more... )

I sent in an email to granville island publishing and actually got a response! They said give them a call, they want to meet with me...
FINGERS CROSSED!!

I am so so sleepy right now but there are things on my mind that I want to write about. So to hasten the sleeping process, hopefully by addressing these thoughts, I am writing instead of trying to sleep ( Read more... )

so I just got back from my 3 night, 4 day trip to whistler. It was SO FUN. Dave and I took the whistler mountaineer up (train) and we splurged and got the "glacier dome experience" which is a fancier car, including a hot meal, tea or coffee, and 3 beverages of your choice (including alcohol). The train was incredible, so many pictures, and the food ( Read more... )

as always, my life has taken some more unexpected turns. today, after writing in my last entry that I hadn't spoken to James in awhile, I spoke to him (briefly) on msn. while I instigated the conversation by saying hey? the conversation only continued because he continued it. I am more than used to being ignored so that was really more what I was ( Read more... )