The past 3 weeks have been spiritual warfare weeks. I feel like i am two completely different people. Ready?
I love God. I really do. I do not regret surrendering my life to Him and living for Him. And I LOVE it.
But once I started getting really into my devotions, I began acting...odd. I picked up smoking. I was easily angered over the smallest ( Read more... )

today was such a turn around from yesterday. I was so depressed yesterday it scared me. Today, I was really sick but still went to work. And those people who I have always just considered my co workers..yeah, they are my friends. SUCH sweethearts. I love them all.
Thank you...
Dana. you have been there/here for me so much! i love that you cry at the ( Read more... )

So I have been going through a REALLY hard time in my life. I found out a girl who I thought was my friend was talking crap about me behind my back, calling me "bipolar" and wondering "what guys saw in me" and you know what? It really hurt. It brought back memories from when my dad verbally abused us. But you know what? At least he had enough balls ( Read more... )

I have been struggling....again.
In case you dont all know, last year [very soon after Syd and I broke up], I turned to God and decided to devote a year to God. A roller coaster year left me always exhausted but I felt encouraged that I never blamed God. I finished my first year of college and unexpectedly began my fifth year at Indian Hills Camp, ( Read more... )

It has been 73 weeks since my last update. It feels good to be back :)
Camp has gone by. That was a phenominal experience. My best friend had a beautiful baby boy. School has begun again as well as work. And I miss everyone who has gone off to school. I get so homesick for both my old friends and people who dont seem to exist. My mom teases me that ( Read more... )

its true... i dont like your girlfriend. and i think you need a new one. im volunteering.

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three times I've swung.
Three times i've struck out.

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like. When nothing feels all right. You don't know what it's ( Read more... )

i WILL marry the man who sings this to me:

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad... Carry you around when your arthritis is bad... All i wanna do is grow old with you... I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches... Build you a fire if the furnace breaks... Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you... I'll miss you... I'll kiss you... Give ( Read more... )