let us:

-sing... 
                                   notes you cannot normally hit
-dance... 
                                  in the wind {or in the parking lot with britter and dana}
-love... 
                                  those who are heartless towards you
-worship... 
                                  God with your whole being.
-have... 
      ( Read more... )

get over myself
and think more about others.

update of my life. brad and i agreed that we are friends. we never dated so therefore we are friends.
i chased a guy who was already caught by one of my good friends, and i just didnt see it.
now im falling for a bad ass who has a girlfriend.

unlucky perhaps?

this will be hard to follow, to pay attention.

the guy i was almost dating told me he is not going to ask me out {he's scared of my dad}. that means im free, right? i admit, i have wandering eyes. when i see a good looking male, i stop to appreciate God's good work. hey, Im still single. 
so why is everyone pushing me towards him? i dont appreciate ( Read more... )

i like him but im not ready for a relationship.  Im not ready for a relationship, but I dont want to play around either. I dont want to play around but I dont know how to tell him no. I dont know how to tell him no when everyone is telling me to say yes becuase of how much he likes me. im not ready to do the responsible thing and tell him we have ( Read more... )

I’m thankful for:

Life. Friends. Books. Family. Food. Blankets. Mash potatoes. Music. Children. Myspace. Memories. Thoughts. Imagination. Being a woman. Knowledge. Jesus. Chocolate. Movies. Prince charming. Stories. Princesses. Emotions. Lyrics. Teachers. Faith. Trust. Tears. People. Hugs. Rain. Sunshine. Lockers. Denny’s. high school. Freedom. ( Read more... )

my neck is sore. from all this computer junk. i need to get a life, man. well, the guy i was fuming about in my last entry actually said hi to me today (trust me, that is a BIG BIG step), i was proposed to, i typed my whole english essay in 2nd period, i hate mr. damigo, i ate two FRICKEN cakes and then got nauseous.i love food WAY too much.  ( Read more... )

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house. That don’t bother me.
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out. I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok. But that’s not what gets me. What hurts the most Was  being so close. ( Read more... )

Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don't
Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won't
Depend on how the wed blows I might even paint my toes
It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul
I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I Learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen ( Read more... )

i have my chocolate
i have my tea
i have my chick book
i have a box of tissues
i have my journal
i have tears brimming

i just want a hug. a kiss on the forehead,
someone to tell me everything will be all
right. sometimes crying is the cleansing
of our soul. if thats true, my soul is going
to get soaked.