want to pull out my hair
scream at the top of my lungs
take my life back.

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sometimes i feel like the queen of hearts. i get so frusterated with people who are just trying to help me, so i act like a bitch and in my heart i say "off with their heads!" my mind shuts them out and they cannot understand because i said it out of the blue. i cannot tell them the reason i act that way because i am still trying to figure that one ( Read more... )

i try to get over him, but cant. I try to forget him, my mind refuses. i try to hate him, my heart refuses. my parents are proud of me, but i am not proud of myself. i didnt do anything, but my expectations for myself are not being reached. i dont want to be an independent woman with a career. i dont want to have to go to college. i want to be an ( Read more... )

Guy #1.                                                    Guy #2

PROS                     CONS                     PROS                     CONS

Funny                      crude                        Funny                      weird

Attractive                flake                        cute                          too tall

Taller than me         ( Read more... )

i hate liking two guys at once.
what to do?

is it wrong to flirt
with both?

agh. i admit i like LOVE the attention.

So why cant i? Be the one to make you smile? Hold your hand when you are tired? Have your head fall on my chest? Sing you to sleep each and every night… Make sure everything’s just right? Why cant i? Why cant i?

** I guess between writing an English essay, government project, and newspaper article, your mind begins to wander. I start thinking ( Read more... )

i have had the worst two weeks of my life that i can EVER remember.
thank you SO much brittnie for being there for me. After everything, we
have grown closer and i love you so much more and you are my GS. 
Thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder

Bad past two days. I my not even be able to play this season in tennis because Folsom is not cool and because of my knee. It only hurts some of the time. It just makes me so mad. Then my grandpa being in the hospital with his chemotherapy, is EXTREMELY burdening to our family. He’s all of our favorite grandpa, and now he most likely will die. And ( Read more... )

i REALLY like him