the old familiar feeling of teen angst has me wanting to write something in my good ol LJ, but I'm pretty sure that it wouldn't do any good and I'm still attempting to not hurt anyone...well everyone. I mean well towards everyone and everything's going just fine I imagine, but at the same time I'm just not entirely sure that I'm happy.

I keep thinking this cheesy thought that these are the days of our lives, but they are. Lately it just seems like things are going so well and that this is what life's all about. Wouldn't it be amazing if this kept up?

What a relief.

Calculus - A
Religion - B
Macro Economics - A
Accounting II - B

3.5, fucking amazing. Now it's time for me to start applying for scholarships to FSU. The deadline is in July sometime and I'm just now sending off my FAFSA. Stuff like this is always such a pain to apply for, but so nice to have.

So how badass did tonight turn out to be? pretty badass. Had an awesome time at the show, got in for free thanks to Danyell and Jonathan. Had a good drive out there and back, got to fucking hang out with some of the guys from Underoath. This summer just keeps getting better and better.

Updating to avoid making any progress on my paper. Lame.

And I can't help but wonder, when we get older, does our metabolism slow down or do we? I'm debating taking some Ripped Fuel or some shit cause I've just been so damn lame lately and the stuff that I have to do just keeps building up. I could definitely use a little something.

I'm absolutely sick of being so predictable. I'm tired of always being there to answer the phone. I almost didn't come to class this morning even though I'd stayed awake all night studying. I considered just driving to anywhere just so there could be no one there waiting for me. What a relief tht would be, not having to face anyone's expectations. ( Read more... )

I'm so lucky to have my life be filled with so many amazing people. I'm wishing I hadn't agreed to come in to work tonight....lame as fuck. I was picking up a couple of two liters on my way to Josh's apartment and like a dumbass, I made the mistake of buying them from CVS. SUCKER.

Ah the spring cleaning I have done lately. Out with the old in with the new. I have to say my closet/room/drawers look amazing. I finally got motivated and now I'm super fucking organized. I love it. I even bought new folders for my classes even though there's only like a month of the semester left.

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So my dad and I have the house to ourselves. I swear, that man, he means more to me than anyone else ever could. No matter what he'll always be there for me......even if he is lame at giving love advice.