some days are harder than others
when deciding what it is that you really want
so so so many options
and still only time will tell

Ugh, it's early. Been spending some time with the extended family and its been fun, just wish the weather was nicer for them. HA, lucky me my aunt brought a bunch of clothes for my mom to look through to see if she wanted any of them and she bought a pile of shoes for me and they're almost all super cute (like I fucking need any more shoes). Last ( Read more... )

Maybe a little too much so. It's a good thing Spring break's coming up cause I've just kind of lost interest in school and am having a hard time taking it seriously....same with work. I ended up getting of for the 31st, so I imagine I'll be roadtripping it to Gainesville with some of the hippest chicks I've ever met ( Read more... )

Today has been such a good day. I woke up feeling amazingly better and it's a beautiful fucking day outside. Along with feeling better I feel like I'm on good terms with most everyone which is nice.

Drama yo mamma
lame as fuck
It's all become pretty ridiculous the gossip and the just shit in general, so I guess I've just been doing my best to seperate myself from it all.

I think Josh said it best when he said "you don't deserve this bullshit at all"
I'm pretty sure he's right, I'm a pretty good person who's trying way too hard to do right by all. Goodnight to all, I'm exhausted and sick as fuck.

I'm sick
and nobody likes to be sick
so avoid me like plague

I feel like the fucking plague
risking the ruining of so much
and yet I'm both stubborn and determined

Wow ( Read more... )

Ahhh...it's getting to be summer and I'm loving it. The weather is fucking beautiful and my life is holding together quite nicely. At the same time I feel pressured to make some decisions that I'm simply not willing to deal with right now. Things are going fine and for once in my life I'm kinda just taking things one day at a time instead of ( Read more... )

Ahhh....so my last class was canceled. Nice. Sitting here in the GCCC library with Mel wasting time since I'm off today ( Read more... )