This might very well be it, but I'm pretty sure this is how it has to be. I feel something incredible slipping away that's just beyond my reaching for. I imagine I'm numb and invincible enough to just go with things the way they are, I just hope I hold up. This is what I want for right now, even if it fucks everything up. I'll do my best to have no ( Read more... )

What a miserable day for the beach...........
but fucking seeing Fall Out Boy for free? I'm there.

Pics from Friday night
Jaqui's 18th bday out @ Kyle's

http://photos.yahoo.com/missedcurfews

I'm so glad that this is what I wanted
I'm so glad you know me so well
I'm so glad that now it's easier for you
it must have been what I wanted all along

I'm fine I'm fine
these words are all I have
to hide
behind

It has felt like a lot of people have bailed on me lately, but it's interesting to find old as well as new friends and aquaintances that you really enjoy hanging out with. I had a fucking wonderful night last night and I'm done with worrying. I feel fucking invincable right now, like nothing could possible fuck up for me cause everything's already ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm dying.

I'm just trying to go with the flow on this one and am still hoping for the best

My entry exactly a month ago today is quite depressing ( Read more... )

Ahh, I slept amazingly last night and woke up feeling energized and determined as shit to do something with myself. There's no sense in living in regret. I've decided that there's a lot of things that I'm going to work on to become a better person for everyone around me, the people I work with, my freinds, my little sister, my parents (yes, both of ( Read more... )

I guess I really don't get it.
I don't think I could get any more pathetic, but it's still how I feel. It's hard to take back things that you've said and I've never regretted it more than now.