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In case anyone is following the drama
Back from psych. Upping a couple of meds. and having some blood work done. Would have had it done today while I was there, but senior moment struck and forgot to take my insurance cards with... =___=
Hopefully this up in dosage will help keep the desire to self harm under control. And also pick up my energy level. I feel like moss growing on a ( Read more... ) -
the amazing art of whining
Yes so here I go again ( Read more... ) -
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DAMN THIS WINTER.......
I JUST GOT MY HEATING BILL AND IT'S NEARLY DOUBLE WHAT LAST MONTH WAS.
THE HEATER'S BEEN GOING NONSTOP. IT'S BEEN TOO FREAKING COLD HERE. TOO MANY DAYS OF NEGATIVE WIND CHILLS AND DANGEROUS COLD TEMPS. SNOW SNOW SNOW.
I'M SICK OF IT. I DON'T REMEMBER EVER HAVING A SINGLE BILL THIS HIGH. -
Why I hate the mirror
It’s not just the fact that I’m fat or ugly or that I’m old with lots and lots of gray hair. Those are horrifying enough to make me want to vomit violently, daily.
No the truly scary thing is occasionally I see my mother in the mirror. I see her face. The scowl lines around her mouth. The jowls forming under my jaw. My nose is widening. I’m ( Read more... ) -
Tail of Maids 2-The Lad [original story]
TITLE: Tail of Maids 2 - The Lad
COMMENTS: Just something I felt like writing. I've been blocked on my regular writing so this was a little side idea that got into my head. Unbeta'd so all mistakes are mine alone.
Women were said to be bad luck on ships and the sailors would throw them overboard. What would happen to them after that?
And what about ( Read more... ) -
Tail of Maids [original story]
TITLE: Tail of Maids
COMMENTS: Just something I felt like writing. I've been blocked on my regular writing so this was a little side idea that got into my head. Unbeta'd so all mistakes are mine alone.
Women were said to be bad luck on ships and the sailors would throw them overboard. What would happen to them after that?
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YOU'D THINK MY PRECIOUS FAMILY WOULD AT LEAST BE CONCERNED WITH HOW WE'RE DOING WITH THE WEATHER CONDITIONS LIKE THEY ARE.
BUT NO.
FUCKERS.
NOT ONE WORD.
We're having dangerous windchills. And continuing snow showers. So given our health conditions don't you think it'd be reasonable for family to be a tiny bit concerned that we're alright. Or ( Read more... ) -
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Well it's been a month since the memorial service and no sign of any of the 'promised' papers. I know things can get busy and all in the aftermath of such things but it could have just been sent in the mail if it's such a strain to bring anything to my home.
Oh well I really didn't expect anything less. This is nothing new.
