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I really hope the new year coming up is better than this one. I don’t ever remember wanting to die as much as I have this past year.
Betrayal by someone who I thought was a friend. Depression getting worse. Health in general getting worse.
I’m seriously ready to just give up.
The only thing that keeping me from from doing anything rash is my son ( Read more... ) -
Time wounds all heels??
I ended up not going to my mother’s memorial service after all. The panic attacks won out.
It’s kind of a good thing. It’s snowing something horrible outside and I’m really not willing to risk my physical health along with my mental health. I did get to talk to my sis and surprisingly she understood. Sometimes people can surprise you.
I still don’t ( Read more... ) -
*sigh* Ugh
So apparently Mom's memorial service is on Tues 11-1 with a luncheon to follow.
I only found this out from a post on FB.
Thanks for letting me know sis. *sighs more*
I get she has lots on her mind, I really do. It's just I can't get over this resentment. Even now, even here I'm treated like a fucking outsider in my own supposed family. -
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And just like that it's over.
As of 3pm this afternoon.
Mom passed over. -
Because I haven't done this in a while
I haven't done an update-y thing in a long while so here goes ( Read more... ) -
What doesn't kill me [bleach fanfic]
What doesn't kill me
TITLE: What doesn't kill me
FANDOM: Bleach
Pairing: N/A, Shunsui Kyoraku, Nanao Ise
COMMENTS: Bleach and all characters belong to Tite Kubo. Unbeta’d so all mistakes are mine alone.
Nanao demands that her captain train her. It doesn’t go as expected and she gets a few surprises.
Non romantic relationship, just a lieutenant and her ( Read more... ) -
Spreading a little joy [bleach fanfic]
Spreading a little joy [Bleach fanfic]
TITLE: Spreading a little joy
FANDOM: Bleach
PAIRING: N/A
( Spreading a little joy )
