You have no idea how happy I am:) Even if nothing happens, Im still absolutely happy.

what did i do? seriously wtf was i thinking?! WHY WOULD I SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT? i seriously dont think of what im going to think afterwards and i always rregret it because who knows what tomorrow brings, i just screw everything up i cant be smart i cant do it i cant be what everyone wants and i cant keep my mouth shut and keep everything the way ( Read more... )

Its all piecing together finally:)

You win some but you lose some in the process and im okay with that because what i lost wasn't what i really wanted to begin with. It lost it's taste in a sense. I still have what I really need in my life, except one thing but I try not to care about that because its a waste of time.

Today was absolutely fabulous:)

My day was alright just getting sick tonight was fine, heard some things I dont care as long as they are set straight. I know who my friends are that's all that matters:). I kind of just want to stay around all my friends all the time because they make me so happy:). I guess some of them have more on their plate than they should but it happens ( Read more... )

Add Ashley's new LJ:
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Yup, just another day in Alton. Nothing out of the ordinary. Changed my layout...ummm Didn't get to drive to school this morning but after my Dr's appt I went and got my car at home. Travis and Ashley try to convince me that im drunk because they push me all the time BULLIES;). nothing else really...stressed out but nothing i want people to read ( Read more... )

Vacation, what a rip off. Worst one of them all except that it snowed. Thanksgiving sucked in general like all around sucked. I am really stressed out because I have no money for Christmas literally I am not lieing, I HAVE NO MONEY! I have 5 dollars that does me nothing and I cant even pay for my insurance right now. I am getting another job. Screw ( Read more... )

This is what im thinking ( Read more... )

Today was fine, then within 5 minutes it all changed. Everyday people make it more and more obvious that I dont have someone. I am not invited to go many places anymore because I will feel left out because I DONT HAVE SOMEONE! Now its like "oh why dont me and my boyfriend/girlfriend go to the movies with you and your boyfriend/girlfriend?" fucking ( Read more... )