The girls I'll probably be living with next year...

( Read more... )

Today is a beautiful day ( Read more... )

What's missing?
Logically, we should be together. It all adds up.
But I miss looking into someone's eyes and seeing total adoration.
I like him. He likes me. There's no fire.
Maybe someday. Maybe not.

Frankie spoiled me.

We celebrated Whitney's birthday tonight by doing a number of crazy things. I'll post pictures soon.
Can't wait for Auston to get back from Mckinney.
I fucking LOVE IT HERE. These people are amazing.

tonight was so fun.
i hung out with brad and jennifer which i've never really done and it was seriously a BLAST.
missed auston though. but we were really good today i think.
things will be fine.
SWEET DEAL

Feeling real good today.
Beats yesterday when I pretty much felt really bad.
Yeah. Good > bad.

I want to be friends with Frankie. I really do. I care about him a lot and he knows me better than anyone. But I cannot keep having the same conversations. I cannot keep being forced to simplify my feelings for him. He expects me to put my complicated feelings for him into either an "I love you" category or an "I don't love you" category. It's not ( Read more... )

So Auston's really sick again. I brought him some medicine and movies and soup and cough drops and Capri Suns and stuff. And now I'm looking forward to being in the art building for the rest of the day and night. This week is going to SUCK but as long as I can get through it I'll be fine. After Thursday there are no more design projects, no more ( Read more... )

it seemed awkward with auston tonight.

i'm watching bruce almighty on tv.

(edit three hours later)- nevermind

I just found out that Erika's (my best friend from preschool through junior high) grandmother died. I haven't talked to her in such a long time, but hearing that brought back so many memories. Summer days spent at her grandmother's house playing in the attic and swimming in the pool. I always loved Erika's family. I don't know. It's really sad. I ( Read more... )