I love sitting alone in my room and working on art projects on Saturday night. (kidding ( Read more... )

I'm sad because Auston left again. Oh well. It was a good weekend for him to leave because I have a shitload of work to do ( Read more... )

So I wrote an email to Zac apologizing for all the confusion I'd caused. And he wrote back with the sweetest, most sincere message I've ever read. And basically it just makes me wanna cry. He's a pretty amazing guy. I feel like shit. Why do I hurt people like that? Will someone please make me stop?

So we saw Dilettante play at the Bruce Jam today and they were absolutely amazing. I always feel so bad everytime I see Zac because I led him on so much. It's such a shame that I met him a week after I broke up with Frankie because I feel like if I'd met him at a different time we could have had a pretty substantial relationship. It's weird because ( Read more... )

i REFUSE to push him away.
i felt myself doing it tonight.
i am not not not not not going to ruin this.
he is a really amazing guy. and i need this right now.

So as much as I missed Denton and Auston over Thanksgiving break, that's how good it feels to be back. And that's a lot ( Read more... )

this time tomorrow i'll be in denton with auston. *sigh*
can't wait.
today was the longest day of my life.

so title and registration by death cab pretty much sums it up ( Read more... )

I feel like such a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I'm laying a painful, emotional part of my life to rest and everything else is just so hopeful. I've had a lovely couple of days here in Dallas. I've enjoyed hanging out with Luma, Tracy, and (random) Brandi. I saw Walk the Line and it was amazing. I just got off the phone with ( Read more... )

It's gonna be a rough 5 days without Auston.
I'm getting pretty used to having him around.
And I like it.