I have a lot I can probably say but I won't do all of that now...I just wanted you all to know that my DSL will unplugged for a bit, so I probably won't be online much, especially this weekend and over the next few weeks...this, sadly, means I won't really be talking to anyone, except at school and I'll be really bored...so people PLEASE call me, ( Read more... )

I've realized my dad can really be an okay person, when he isn't pressuring me to do something and when he treats me like his teenager daughter who has a mind of her own, rather than as his little girl...I like it a lot better when we have conversations where we are both being treated as adults rather than one or both of us being talked down to by ( Read more... )

Well it looks like my grandfather will be spending his birthday and, most likely, the next few weeks in the hospital...he went into surgery earlier today...he's not walking at all...I went to see him on Thursday after the track meet and I hated seeing him attached to soo many machines ( Read more... )

...but only now does it feel that way, at the time it was VERY enjoyable and fun...just wonderful ( Read more... )

so apparently I will be leaving for Oakland on Friday...I should probably be excited considering I have family out there that I haven't seen in a while and the reason for the trip might change my family's life for the better if all goes well, not to mention the fact that I definetly need to get out of LA and all for a while. The thing is though ( Read more... )

The phone rang, idk who answered it but then my dad ran to the front door yelling to my mom "tell her to call 911" (I think it was my grandma), he got in his car and left...my sisters and I were all in our rooms, sleep: I'm sick and went to bed earlier, the youngest has school tomorrow and the middle child just got back from latin convention today ( Read more... )

There have been a lot of shootings happening lately. Many shootings in the last month or so have taken place in my neighborhood, very near my home. Now I'm not one to get scared all the easily and I damn sure am not one to admit when I'm scared, but lately I've been scared out of my mind. Every single time my mom, aunt, dad, sisters, I or anyone ( Read more... )

I've realized lately the difference between the words and actions I allow to come out and the words and actions I actually want to come out. I know that it's always been this way for me, but lately saying or doing things I actually want to say or do has been hard for some strange reason. I feel like I'm backing down into my little shell again...I ( Read more... )

Can anyone and everyone who reads this please answer this question for me...? It's kind of a part of a project someone is doing ( Read more... )

I don't like this...