you guys are dopes. everything is fine now. i love you both. yes i mean you mark and you caitlin. you don't have to refer to me as her. you can say my name. lets just all be happy? ok. besides most of everything is my fault anyway.

i just don't want to feel this way anymore.. im so tired. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

i seriously fucking hate everything right now.

new screen name:

my heart slips

i just don't know...

one day i'm going to move to the netherlands. i need to learn how to speak the language first.

tonight definatly ranks in the top 5 best nights of my life. i love you caitlin.

12 days.

i was in the most rotten mood. cait and i were in the mall shopping. they lady at old navy screwed me up by not telling me that checks their go in immediatly like using a debit card. my paycheck goes into my account tonight so i figured i'd be fine if i wrote a check. it wouldn't clear til friday or even monday.. well i'm fucked. so cool. i'm ( Read more... )

all i know is what i'm missing and what i'm missing is your kissing

work wasn't bad at all today. didn't get a headache, or yell at anyone... i went in, did my work, and went home. laquinia and i amde fun of this woman who smelled like ramen noodles.. i know it wasn't nice but hey... you know they say.. if you can't find anyone to talk shit with, come stand by me.

i just remembered last night mark called me a few ( Read more... )

18 days til i see my man.