i should be in bed sleeping. my back is so sore and i'm so tired. i haven't been to bed before 4 am in i don't know how long.. i will be going non stop until sunday. i work all day tomorrow and then saturday morning ihave to get up and go get stuff for the trip. then i have to go to work. when i get home i will pack and go to bed. then i will wake ( Read more... )

i'm probably not going to be updateing again for some time. today is probably the last day i'll be able to sit and do nothing. this weekend i'm going to nyc to see mark and nina. then once i come home i'll be working 7 days weeks until june.. that way i can make enough money to move back to ny. yeah so if you want to talk hit me up on the cell. ( Read more... )

so i've made my mind up. i'm moving back to new york in 2 months.

i'm so xkewlx.

yesterdays shopping trip was very uneventful. i couldn't find any pants i liked. then again i didn't really look all that hard. i got 2 t shirts. that's about it. after we went shopping we (cait and i) went out to lunch at some chinese place. since we finished our shopping trip early we decided to catch the early movie ( Read more... )

i am amazed at how welli've held up without him. it's been almost 2 months since i've seen him. this trip will just be a tease. 1 1/2 days with him. but i guess it's better than nothing. i hope the snows stops soon. i don't want cait to be driving in lots of snow. umm.. i don't know what to say.. this is pointless.

9 days until i leave.

who needs soap operas when you've got live journal.

anyone remember her?


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tonight on the way home from wal mart my heart sank into my stomach. i realized it's been a little over a month since i've seen mark. i miss him so much. i keep myself busy so i don't think about him. but when i finally have time to myself it all comes crashing down on me. i guess even when you work 7 days a week somehow you'll have a minute to ( Read more... )

my arm is healing nicely. still sore. i kept hitting it on stuff at work.. i'm slick. i have to wear a sweater today because the dm will be in the store and i'm not sure how kindly she'll look at it ( Read more... )

pics of the new ink. (more in the link)


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