Steve, one of the guys who lives with us, pulled a knife on nick last night and threatened to kill him. Needless to say he is in the mental hospital like he asked to be. So there is part of the rent that is gone. Everyone else upstairs thinks that they are not gonna pay rent and are moving out next week. I told them to get the fuck out tonight ( Read more... )

Nothing new really.....im getting over this flu shit i have, its deep into my chest though, plus i still have the runny nose :-P Nick and i are getting along extremly well lately. Mom and i are going to the food pantry today so we can get free food :-D I dont see my friends as much anymore, to busy with false hopes and false dreams i guess. Its ( Read more... )

I fucking have the flu, temp of 103.5, im dieing. I left nick at home for his own good, since i was sick and throwing up, he would much rather smoke pot and drink, isnt that lovely? Good night...

Just as i thought, christmas sucked. My family is here, at least i have them. My brother got me a cd, and my grandma gave me some purfume. Yay for christmas right? I feel so dumb...everything reminds me of the fucking baby i thought i was carrying....I hate my life...

Are you ready for this? Im not pregnant...surprise...yeah thats what i thought to...i think nick and i cried for like two hours....it turns out that the day i got my blood work done, the "positive" i got out of my blood work was a weak positive....yeah no one told me that, and no one was going to, i CALLED THEM. and they want me to pay 153 dollars ( Read more... )

Having a baby!!!

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My birthday is in 3 days......ITS GOING TO FUCKING SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK ASS!!!!!!!!!! I hate it!! I am going to be 20, no big thing, and the bills are not going to get paid!!!!!!!!!

Today i had a huge headache from hell....i didnt sleep well last night because i kept coughing my fucking head off...so i took some excedrine with a chaser of koolaid with a little too much SUGAR in it...so i was awake....needless to say i laid down at 12...and i didnt fall asleep until 5...only to get up at 11...blah!!! The kids at school today ( Read more... )

Just incase you wanted to know, im alive....my car died...blown head gaskit..so i had to go and get a car at jdbyrider so i could get it that night...i couldnt make it to work, i had no ride.. BLAH! But megan and i have the same car now, cept mine is white and hers is purple...its a nice car, it runs right? not much to say...CHRIS I LUB YOU!!! ( Read more... )

So apparently by me telling someone that i cut, means i am trying to get attention, so for my cutter friends that are trying to keep up on my habits and make sure i am doing ok, Im not going to talk about, I dont want attention. I fucking hate people.....i wish everyone would just die....