::yawn:: I hate early morning appointments. I rolled out of my comfy bed at 8:30 this morning to be at the doctor's by 9. And since I'm so slick like that, I showered and make it with five minutes to spare. Hoorah. Yeah, so the doctor doesn't know what's going on with me. She's sending me to the hospital next Friday for an ultra-sound and then I ( Read more... )

So I think this morning, after reading his messages stating that in fact he was not coming to see me for the second Sunday in a row, is when I realized our relationship isn't moving in the right direction. I cried for about an hour, wondering what I need to do to improve this relationship. I don't know what I can do anymore. He won't talk to me. He ( Read more... )

The last two days of my life have been...somewhat confusing and I'm so lost on what to think or feel. Eric came over last night, like he usually does on Wednesdays, and we slipped into normal routine. I just want more. I don't know if I even make him happy anymore, nor if I even did. We've fallen into this horrible slump and I don't know how to get ( Read more... )

I got this from Holly. Because I'm a dork..? Yeah, probably.

( your.a.lush )

Update-o-rama. Miss me anyone ( Read more... )

!Mini-update ( Read more... )

How about WinMX can blow me. All I want is a Mudvayne song. That's it. Come on. Be a pal ( Read more... )

I'm looking for a second job. Anywhere. I need another job, because obviously I'm not good enough to be put on full-time. So yeah.

If anyone knows of any place, I'd be much obliged to know.

xoxo

I'm rather pissed about the work routine now. Yesterday I worked all day with Kristen. No problem, I think she's a nice person. We got to discussing our paychecks, and she told me she got x amount on her paycheck. Yea. That x amount was about $100 more than me, and she's been working there maybe 2 weeks. How is this possible? I can only think of ( Read more... )

Why is it that everyone is getting hitched right now? I barely recover from hearing about the first engagement/marriage, and right when I turn my head, another hits me right between the eyes. They must have ESP. One day I think it's going to be me getting engaged, and the next, it's five people I know. Not me ( Read more... )