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Back again
Wow.
My last post on here was July of 2006? That's crazy.
Just dropping by to see how everyone is doing I suppose.
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Welcome back to the future
Wow..it's been way long since I've last been back here. Lots a lots of new and exciting things have been happening. Some good; some not so good. But alas, I do work through them all. I am happy 94.5% of the time, so that's a new improvement. I'm happy to announce that I recently became engaged to my boyfriend, Dane. He is amazing, and yes, he loves ( Read more... ) -
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I want to be random. I want to be silly. Dorky. Stupid at times. Not knowing what move I'm going to make next. Just spontaneous. Everything.
But then, I would do that, and no one would take me seriously. Just like now.
Damn.
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Go Back
And another thing. It's not the best thing in the world to get drunk 5 miles away from where your ex-boyfriends lives. You start thinking things that, at the time, seem so possible to you. But they definitely are not. Wanting to walk down the streets of Warren, stupidly drunk at 2am just isn't right. But hey, I just wanted to talk to him.
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Save us
Over the past week or so, I've been into heavy contemplation about my life, and why certain events took the paths they so did. After the first few days, I talked myself into not eating and become the way most men like women: thin and strikingly attractive; maybe then he'd want me back in his life. Can you believe that? After I realized I was ( Read more... ) -
Do this, do that
I quit WalMart. Ha, isn't that dumb? Oh well, I wouldn't have liked it anyways. Losah!
System Of A Down: Sept. 26th: Wolstein Center @ CSU. Dudes, Nik and I are definitely there. Yess!!
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And another..
Eric and I broke up last night. Yeah, during my lunch break. At first I felt nothing, but then it started to hit me, and I became numb and cried for a few hours. I just thought he was the 'one', you know? My mom told me he still may very well be, but maybe right now isn't our time to be with one another. I will hold onto those words until I either ( Read more... ) -
Brutally yours
I cut my hair. Yeah. Remember when I had the spikes? It's sort of like that, but modified a bit. I like it. Rock on Emjay, rock on. Maybe I'll get some pictures of it up here sometime soon.
Besides that, I have nothing more to update on. Ain't that a bitch?
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Midnight Sun
So we discussed some things, and he said he wanted to take this break for a lot of reasons, but the main one was because he said he was falling back into some patterns he got into with his ex. I'm not quite sure what those patterns are, but I wasn't going to push the subject. Everything is already sensitive enough. But I'm hoping I get to see him ( Read more... ) -
Charm you
He told me he thinks we need a break. Because he doesn't know how to deal with the fact that I'm sad and upset when he breaks his plans with me. Just come see me. How hard is that? So we're doing this break thing. But against my will. It's all probably going to end, and I'm not even close to being ready for that. I haven't had time to break down ( Read more... )