dontendbegin

The only person you can change is yourself. The only person who can inspire you to change is someone you love.

Lord, I miss that girl. On the day we met the sun was shining down down on the valley. Riddled with horses running crushing them with flowers I would have picked for her on the day she was born. She runs through my veins like a long black river and rattles my cage like a thunderstorm, oh my soul ( Read more... )

I count the times that I've been sorry.

Now my compassion slowly drowns.

If there's a time these walls could guard you then let that time be right now

Sometimes I wish I could be more.

More of what? I don't know. But more of whatever you need to be okay and more of whatever I need to fucking be happy again.

I'm writing because I'm tired. I don't really want to do anything but goto bed. But I know if I goto sleep that I'll wake up early and I'd rather just wake up and goto work. I think I'm going to rearrange my room. Get a little space opened up and not come home to the same looking bedroom that I've been looking at for a long time. Even though it's ( Read more... )

I was an easy fuck in the town of naivety.

If you think that for one moment that my heart isn't in a thousand fucking pieces then you are sorely mistaken.

You know that you've reached a point of either maturity, or pre-mature over-exhaustion through experience, when U2 lyrics make you want to cut out your heart just because it's exactly what it's been telling you.

"I have climbed the highest mountains. I have run through the fields; only to be with you. But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

Our show on Saturday got cancelled so I'm going to call in my tattoo appointment and see if I can finish my stomach. For anyone that's reading this that doesn't know, I have an in progress Straight Edge/Star Wars tattoo that will blow your mind ( Read more... )