I just waiting on something to grab hold of. Not these feelings I can shake off. I forced myself out of love, I hope i never have to again. I'm just waiting now...looking for something to grab hold of. Something solid, something concrete. Something permanent ( Read more... )

If you give up. Then tell me to give up.

I made a promise to myself and carved your name in my heart. The hell I'm going through seems worth it until I can feel the knife twisting and I know that you know.

You know that I know. And I know that you know. And we feel the same way.

I think that I really figured things out ( Read more... )

I'm so sorry I couldn't be stronger.

My parents fell in love and all I got was life. But all I ever wanted was to not be alone. I've been wearing this new outfit called "Quit while you're ahead". But your eyes are the end, your smiles the end, the end ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to say anymore. It's all been said. Every cliche I could reproduce to tip the iceberg of how I feel. But it doesn't mean anything unless you're reading it. I'm not sure I write in this for anyone else these days. But I know that you read it and I just can't stop writing these vague messages of how hurt I am but how much I ( Read more... )

I haven't eaten all day. No appetite. Rad ( Read more... )

I feel so much better. I took a shower for the first time in 4 days. I slept for more than 6 hours. And now I'm here. As much as being here in Redding makes me feel a lot better, I'm just getting more scared. Nothing has changed in my mind, but I'm worried nothing has in yours. I can't just grab your hand and pull you along with me anymore. You ( Read more... )

I have never felt darkness completely overcome me ( Read more... )