Excerpt from recent email.But the only place I don't feel comfortable is in my own skin. There are times when I'm on the edge of hating myself. My habits. My mannerisms. All the things that differ me from any other guy. I really want to make them all disappear sometimes. I guess I'm saying, I just want to fit in and be "normal". But it's too late ( Read more... )

Whatever you own.

Owns you.

If you want to have it all.

You have to let it all go.

You say one thing. And you say another.
You think I don't read. You think I don't know.
So tell me the truth. And you better fucking tell me soon.
I'm not asking any more questions. You fucking come clean with me.

Tell me what to believe.

New favorite band:

The Hope Conspiracy.

I'm tasting youth's bitter exile.

"If loneliness meant world acclaim, everyone would know my name."

-Johnny Cash.

Nothing unusual. Nothing strange. Except for my room being clean. No explosions here though ( Read more... )

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Status report: I've lost my voice...Trying to be heard over this noise. Die young, or live forever? I'm just trying to get through the night. See there's this voice dragging me down...Die young, or live forever? I'm just trying to refind my heart. It was always there, just hard to see in the dark...

But you weren't even fucking looking.

So here's the first song for your mixtape and it's short just like your temper ( Read more... )