Let's start from square one and not repeat the past. I've armed myself with retrospect but I still end up in the same place again and again. I keep on asking myself the same questions more banine than the last, all boiling down to the same question all over again. "What the fuck are you going to do kid ( Read more... )

I'm going to write words with a gun to my head.

This whole place is fucked.

I'm going to write words with a gun to my head and never tell a soul the truth about them.

"You know when people look back on their lives and they see a turning point, a defining line in their lives? I think I just had one of those."

I looked in the mirror just a minute ago and realized something ( Read more... )

Everything has a meaning. Everything can be understood ( Read more... )

My dear old town. One more night and I'm fucking dead. I hate this place so fucking much.

I've heard that there is an ocean ( Read more... )

I'm trying so hard to stay afloat but I need to grab onto something soon because I'm going to drown.

I realized that no matter what, my heart will always win. And I know what it needs.

I'm so scared to get hurt, but I'm even more scared of losing you. I'm here to help you, to help save you, to be a good friend, and to love you with all of my heart.

I also realized that if you want to have it all you have to let it all go is bullshit. If you ( Read more... )

I hate how pathetic I sound when I'm upset. I feel like a little kid all over again when this kind of shit happens. Undoubtably, me and Sarah for this time in her life aren't meant to be. I didn't want to be vague about it anymore because I just sound stupid. It's really hard for me to cope. I always do thanks to a heaping dose of Bright Eyes, ( Read more... )