Well he keeps calling but besides that its not going to bad. Had some friends say I could stay with him so and even better he doesn't know where they live. Have gotten drunk the last few nights thanks to them too. Had a good time and it took my mind off things. Thanks for the support guys ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed out right now its making my stomach hurt. I broke up with Jeff last night and I ended up taking the cowards way out because I wasn't sure how he would react. He's been showing a temper that I just can't handle. When someone throws a milk jug around the kitchen because the bacon was too crispy you need help. Still I hated doing it ( Read more... )

So after work yesterday Mandy and I went to Lacombe and kidnapped a old friend to go for a stroll around town. It was great got to see people I haven't seen in awhile. It was fun even though all we did is walk and talk. I miss doing simple things like that. I haven't smiled or laughed so much in what feels like forever. We got there around 10:15 ( Read more... )

got the car back yay!!! Cost me an arm and a leg but hey I can drive now. Well thats it for now

Whats your favorite car?

Someone should shoot all the stupid people in the world. Some jerk in my building got my car towed. I wasn't driving it because I was saving up to get it re registered and for new tires. So some idiot phoned the cops said it was abandoned and so when I got home from work low and behold no car. So on Monday I get to go pay off the registration and ( Read more... )

So I have no idea when my next day off is. Working 7 days a week and not knowing when you'll get a day off sucks ( Read more... )

My apt. is like a hot box. That's what I get for living on the second floor. Couldn't sleep last night but what else is new. I never sleep. At least I got to get some writing done. I've missed it. The freedom just to let whatever thoughts flow through my head go onto paper(or in my case on the computer). Hopefully going to get a computer desk ( Read more... )

I just hate the way that the past can haunt you sometimes. I'm not even talking about other people involved. Just you and your own memories. *sigh* There are somethings I wish I could forget the pain of. Anniversaries of some events being an example. Do you think the pain will ever go away? Or even lessen a little bit? Why do I morn a being I didn' ( Read more... )

Well my laptop is broken and not even my fault go figure. But on the bright side I just got a new desktop YAY me. Well that's it for now.

Remember what's yours is mine and whats mine is......well.....mine.

The heat in my apt. is killing me nothing seems to help. *sigh* well I guess there is nothing to but survive cuz you know once winter hits I will be hating the cold. Though at least I can get to sleep in the winter. Any hints on how to keep an apt. cooler, would appreciate any and all help ( Read more... )