ok well it still definitely hurts a llot. Did more crying today than yesterday tho. Talked to a couple people bout this whole thing. Shannon today at breakfast before I almost broke into tears and Dan, James, and Matt. Seems like James it the only one who sorta understands and is trying his best to be of help. He offered to take me out to ( Read more... )

Ok So Friday nite we decided to take a month break... Elliot and I. Friday nite in itself sucked royally and i cried myself to sleep. Saturday I couldnt help but think of him all day. Then my friend matt tells me elliot changed his status. Made me even more sad than i already was... knowing that right now im "single" but to some sense dont ( Read more... )

I cant help but want to cry about everything lately. If its not work its school, if its not school its relationship, and if its none of these its just a pure lack of sleep. Work at Old Navy well thats just a joke. My manager has made some remarks and so have some other employees in reguarding my "performance" or "avialability". Just so sick of ( Read more... )

hey everyone... havent updated in a month or so... nothing too exciting goin on here. Elliot and i are still goin strong after a month of dating, Hes on his was to Israel right now, and miss him so much. Anywhos... nothing else too exciting. Working and hanging with some friends thats about it. Wanna know what else is goin on, just visit my ( Read more... )

OMG i forgot how much fun prom can be. Elliot picked me up and brought me a beautiful bouquet of flowers; and after that... headed to bevs... got her... and took lots of pictures. Also, LIMO ride was so awesome. Lots of fun in there. Dancfe itself wasnt too bad... but could've been better. But my date did a decent job on the dance floor... ( Read more... )

OK everyone im so bored at work, so im updating. Nothing too exciting goin on in my life since im not in school or anything... yea what a failure i've become. Anywhos on a brighter note prom is next weekend, excited bout that. Otherwise just really egh lately... i mean im having fun workin and hangin out with Kostyas and bev and them; but gets ( Read more... )

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ok everyone heres what goin on lately... I've been hangin out with this one guy and i really like him a lot, real sweetheart, and he did get approval from the siblings hes met, so thats a good thing. Just waiting tho to see how he feels bout all this... hopefully things can go places with him ( Read more... )

So yea not really too confused on too many things right now. I think my life is in a pretty good spot, just one thing, Guys.

"why is it that when you wanted something with all your heart.. god just takes it away from you as if it was nothing." Borrowed that from Laura. Thats seriously how im still feeling. I mean trying to move on, but somehow i wish i could turn back time. A year ago today I was so happy; went to the hospital wiht him and saw my beautiful new nephew ( Read more... )