They say that we should live each day as if it were our last ( Read more... )

I took a nap today in an attempt to let my subconscious make a decision for me concerning a change in location ( Read more... )

Boredom rules the day. In defense against the rolling hours, I am trying to regain control of my imagination. It seems to have left me. I realize that I have been expecting deep and profound thoughts to roll off my fingertips for the last year or so, but I have not given my mind a chance to wander on its own, free of pen or keyboard. Have I ( Read more... )

Five minutes until the bus comes to pick me up for 10 hours worth of work, in which I'll only get paid for 8. There are knots in my stomach today for some reason. I hope the feeling is not forboding anything. Maybe it's because I intend to spend $5,000 on a car today. Or perhaps it is because I'm terrified of having to restrain another poor kid ( Read more... )

I had a revelation today. It was a moment of genuine clarity, and it lasted only a moment before it passed. For that moment, I realized how malleable this reality is. It was as if I got the distinct impression that I have complete control over everything around me. While I realize that sounds completely absurd, I also believe that such is true ( Read more... )

I passed out on the couch tonight and had one of the strangest dreams ever. My subconscious managed to combine the locked corridors of work, with a couple characters (including Mohinder Suresh) from Heroes, and the spaciness of Star Trek. Needless to say, it was one of the most interesting dreams I've had in a while ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny that you are required to have a permit to drive a car but not to produce another human life?

How lucky we are to live in a world with trees and rain. Oh, how simple it seems to us, the complicated workings of nature. We ask for shade and the clouds seek to hide the scorching sun. I search for insight and the wind blows to wash away my fears, my regrets. But regrets... do I even have any? I can do nothing to change what has already ( Read more... )

I woke up today thinking about the movie Merlin for some reason. My first thought upon waking was of Merlin throwing Excalibur back to the Lady of the Lake. It has been years since I’ve seen it, and I’m not sure where the thought came from.

Even more strange is the fact that the movie happened to be airing on television today.

I want to write a movie screen play. Or perhaps just another short story. Anyone got any ideas? Apparently, I am not great at coming up with initial concepts. In fact, I am extremely envious of people who write fictional stories for a living. It would almost be as though they'd have no time to enjoy their own reality, because their minds would ( Read more... )