After Anna told me she spoke to Ashley I just had to read what she wrote. And after reading it I was glad to know it was addressed to me. Something she does consitantly but never admits. Everytime Ashley writes in LJ I know I need to read it. She only got the stupid account because I made her get one in the first place. And to answer some questions ( Read more... )

Starting early this week I started to feel different. This new wave in me came from no where. I hate to say that Anna had to do with it. But I really don't know the truth at this point. Yeah I was feeling depressed and achy, the world seemed to be dark and I was walking in no direction but the honest truth is that even after talking to her and even ( Read more... )

Okay the weekend is gone thank god. I thought it wasn't ever going to end. Work was a bitch. I'm glad it's the weekday ( Read more... )

I couldn't ask for a better day ( Read more... )

The smell of her hair. The touch of her hand. The taste of her lips against mine. I miss it so much. I long for a look of longing from her eyes. A hug in moments that make my heart leap from my chest. Are these things so much to ask for ( Read more... )

I'm driving myself insane. Would I be better off in a room where I won't do any damage to myself or anyone else? I keep picturing myself in a room like that and I feel safe. Would it just be better for me? I can't hold on anymore. I'm falling deep ( Read more... )

No matter what I do with my life, no matter how much I stay away from the past it somehow comes back and bites me in the ass. I want to let go but it just sounds so easy and yet so hard to do. I wish there was a way somehow to erase it from my mind so that I won't remember anymore. I don't want to wish I would lose my memory again. I already had ( Read more... )

Down by the sea shore ( Read more... )

En el silencio yo, vivo pensando en ti ( Read more... )

Okay *sighs* a lot happened this weekend that I feel I should recollect for my own personal gain to tuck the past away ( Read more... )