one more thing before i end my journaling session for the night, i finally spoke with my mother yesterday, honestly and openly. the words that i thought every night as a child that i could never seem to say to her face, they finally surfaced. all the countless journal entries where i'd pour my heart out, only to be heard by simple pen and paper, ( Read more... )

I drove around tonight after seeing a familiar face from my past. i aimlessly wondered up and down the lakefront thats been left in ruins. nothing looked the same as i remembered it, except that face. i can remember so many nights by the water's edge, just wondering where the future might take me, never dreaming that it'd bring me back to this very ( Read more... )

ok well its next week and i'm in a much better mood now! hahah geez its amazing what a few days in a different environment and ignoring a few ppl can do for you!!, lol...ok so answer me this!...in the last week i've decided that i need to steer away from relationships for a while, you know, take a little time for myself, focus on school a little ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah thats life right now....don't bother talking to me until next week!

Omg, so last night was so worth journaling about!! ok well you all know i was kinda in a bad mood from shit that went down on saturday but i feel about a billion times better now ( Read more... )

Ok we all knew i'd never get rid of this thing, i like it too much! haha ok the real reason i've diversed back to the online journal is bc my dumbass left my real journal in mandeville and it just doesn't feel right to tell my feelings to anything other than a good old fashioned composition notebook...or of course, my keyboard. therefore the ( Read more... )

OMG....this feels so weird...well high school is over so i figured i needed one last journal entry and today was just the day to journal about...

Well, here's a little background info first...so we all decided that we wanted one last trip with all the girls and we wanted to go to the beach...well no one could go for long bc of work and everything ( Read more... )

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Today was a nice change of pace for me. How could a day like today be bad!? perfect temperature, perfect wheather, perfect everything. School was even good today. I didn't do anything hard in any of my classes but i mean thats normal. In physics, we electricuted ourselves...haha hells yeah! i could only stand it for like 2 seconds and my arms hurts ( Read more... )

i've learned that i must be happy for everything good and let the bad teach me a lesson. afterall, The definition of an idiot is one who does the same thing over and over, expecting different results!(stolen from josh!) i want to actually learn from my mistakes this time, haha that'd be a nice change of pace for me ( Read more... )